Lost [bts; k.t.]

31 - No

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After our minutes of hugging.. Athena finally let go of me, my shoulder was a bit wet but that was okay, then she left without saying a word.

I bit my lip. It was all my fault. It's because of me why she's like that. It's because of me why her family is like that. I'm a horrible person. I shouldn't have lived.

I was a mistake. A mistake my parents probbably regret. My jaw clenched. "Fuck this.." I whispered, wiping the teard across my cheeks when suddenly the door swung open.

"Ree."

That voice. That fucking voice. That voice that used to make my heart skip a beat. That voice that used to fill the butterflies in my stomach. That voice that I used to think about all day... is the voice that betrayed me.

I couldn't believe it. He perfectly remembers me. He acted like he didn't. But why? What did I do to him? What did I do to make him do that? Does he hate me so much that he pretended that he doesn't remember me anymore?

I turned to him and met his eyes. His brown-ish colored eyes that seems like mocha to me. That eyes that I used to stare at all day.

"Why'd you lie?" I asked, wrapping my arms around me as I frowned at him, receiving an apologetic expression from him.

"I didn't mean to-"

"Why?! Fuck, answer me!" I yelled, clenching my fists as I saw him back away a bit. I took a deep breath.

Answer me, Kim Taehyung. Give me a fucking answer. "Answer me! I'm going crazy because of thinking of reasons why you're doing this to me!" I scowled as I watched him walk slowly towards me. I scrunched my nose at him.

"Stay away from me." My eyes started to water.

"Ree, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." He apologized, as he tried to pull me until a hug but I kept on shoving his hands away.

I don't want a traitor to touch me. I don't want him. I regret falling in love with him.

But still he managed to grab me, pulling me towards him as he hugged me tightly. Tears continously rolled out of my eyes, uncontrollably.

"Let me go! Leave me alone!" I cried as I tried to push him away with my hands that are shivering.

"P-Please, let me explain. Let me-"

"Then explain! Explain to me, why you're doing this stuff!" I stopped, panting a bit as I stared at my hands that were on his chest.

"Explain.. why you're hurting me like this.." My voice lowered as I closed my eyes, hoping that he would tell me why.

He leaned towards my ear. "Ree. It was Athena. It was her plan." He whispered, tickling my ear as another tear trickled down my cheeks.

"Then why'd you agree to it?" I whispered back as I felt his breath on my cheeks, brushing it making me feel flustered.

"Because.. I love you." He replied as I saw his lips forming a grin as he brushd away the hair that was covering my face.

I frowned. He loves me? So he decided to hurt me. Yeah, I totally understand. I pushed him away. "But you're hurting me!" I yelled back as I watch his eyes turning moist.

Oh god, don't cry please.

"She said that she would hurt you and your family!" He panted, breaking our gaze as he finally let go of me. "And.. she said that their family would help our business." He finished, finally locking his gaze with me.

I couldn't speak. I was speechless and dumbfounded. I don't know if I should forgive him. He did this for me and for his family but I don't know if this it's right or wrong.

"I'm sorry." He sighed, pulling me again into a hug as I wiped my tears away. "I promise not to hurt you again. I promise." He whispered, as he cupped my face.

"You promise?" I whispered back, as I stared into his eyes.

I miss this.

"I promise." He replied back as he leaned, into me as his hot breath brushed my face.

I closed my eyes and felt his lips on mine. It was a passionate one. It was what I ever wanted. I needed it. I loved every single bit of him.

"I love you." He smiled, breaking the kiss as he hugged me even tighter making me smile. "I love you too." I replied back as I finally hugged back.

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It was good. Everything is good, everything is okay. Everything was back to normal. Me and V were back together.

"Noona!" Jungkook squealed as they stormed inside our house. "Hey, guys." I greeted them with a smile as my eyes caught, V.

I snickered as I walked towards him. "Babe." I smiled, giving him a peck on his lips as he sat down.

I heard the others chuckling. "You guys should get a room." Suga commented as I sat down next to V.

I just laughed at him and ignored his comment. I grabbed the remote, pressing the sign 'play'.

We decided to have a 'movie night' after the whole 'incident'. We invited Athena, because why not. She's arriving later and I'm looking forward for that.

I'm happy. Everyone's happy.

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Short. Mian. I love you guys. Lol, it's not the end yet. ;)

"Not all stories end up happily."