Lost [bts; k.t.]

19 - Jealousy

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I hate her.

That Daphy, whoever she is! I don't care, I hate her so much! I'm sure that she likes Jungkook but the question is..

Does Jungkook like her?

I bit my lip and clenched my fists. No please, I don't want to lose someone again.

I stayed inside our house. Apparently, I can't face Jungkook. I just.. I need to get this jealousy off my chest.

If he really loves you, he won't exchange you for some bxtch he met. Let me rephrase that, a pretty bxtch.

I sighed, running my hands through my hair. It's Saturday. The day I'm supposed to be boating with Jungkook.

The day I'm supposed to have the most important day of my life.

The day I'm supposed to give my answer to him.

Until I decided to call someone. I need to go out and forget these things. Aish.

"Hello?"

"Heellooow?" He replied.

I grinned at his reply, as I wore my black flats. "Are you busy? Will you come with me to the carnival?" I asked, fixing the sleeves of my shirt as I faced the mirror.

"Carnival? Really? Sure! I'll be there in 10 minutes! Bye!" He said, hanging up.

I chuckled and closed my phone. I'm currently wearing a cream long sleeve shirt that I bought from some second-hand shop.

I paired it with some ripped jeans that was given to me by someone, I don't know. I just found it in my wardrobe!

I wore black flats because it was comfortable and it matches with my outfit.

I tied my hair into a high ponytail when I heard a knock on my door.

"Coming! Please, wait!" I yelled, grabbing my phone and shoving it on my pocket.

I hurriedly ran downstairs and the knocks continued. Aish.

I opened it and revealed a guy. "Hey!" He waved his hand.

"Jimin! Are you ready, should we go?" I asked, exiting the house and locking the door.

"Apparently, I can't drive. You can't drive so I guess, we should take a bus going there or a cab." He chuckled, as I walked with him down the sidewalk.

"Are you up for a bus?" I sighed, turning to him. "Uhh, sure." He smiled and started walking towards the bus stop.

I just followed him the whole time, staring at his well built back. His shoulders looked so perfect.

Jungkook suddenly crossed my mind, making me frown. Did Jungkook also had that perfect back?

Why am I thinking about backs?

Jungkook's image suddenly appeared in my mind. He was the perfect boyfriend anyone could every imagine- I could ever imagine.

He made me happy, he made me feel loved again. But no one really is perfect. Because that girl came.

The first time I saw that girl, I knew. I knew that something's going to be wrong. And it's starting.

And I'm sure that it won't stop until it get what it wants.

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"Ahh, the carnival." Jimin said, sniffing in the smell of cotton candy, corn dogs, ice creams, marshmallows, cakes, sweets and all the good stuff.

"This smell never fails to bring back those memories." He said, turning to me making me raise a brow at him.

"Your memories with..?" I smirked, nudging him with my elbow as a small smile sneeked on his lips.

"Shut up." He chuckled, making his way inside as I followed him.

Everything about the carnival is perfect. Everything seems happy. Everything is colorful. Everything is nice and sweet and fluffy.

And everyone is smiling.

But I'm sure that those people where here just to disguise all the frowns and tears. Like me.

"Ferris wheel or roller coaster?" Jimin spoke, distracting my thoughts. I turned to him and he looked at me confusedly.

"Are you thinking about something? Is something wrong?" He asked, walking closer to me.

"Nothing." I plainly said. After a few minutes we stared at each other, silently. "Let's go with the ferris wheel first. I want to try the calm rides first." I nervously chuckled, pulling him towards the ferris wheel.

Then I just remembered. Our first date. Me and him. Shit. I shouldn't have picked this place!

Oh god, I am stupid! And I picked the ferris wheel for god's sake!

I stopped for a moment, receiving another confused stare from Jimin. "Uhm? Is something wrong?" He asked.

I bit my lip. "Let's- I mean- The ferris wheel is- I just-"

"Ree, calm down. Tell me what's wrong. You know that you can tell me." He said, placing his hands on my shoulder and giving me a reassuring smile.

I took a deep breath and nodded. I'm telling him.

We sat at a near cotton candy shop, to talk- and also to eat some cotton candy.

I stuffed some cotton candy on my mouth and narrowed my eyes at him.

"I'm jealous." I plainly said, looking away from him and focused on the pink fluffy cotton on a stick on my hand.

"Of..?"

"Daphny." My fists clenched

"Daph-Who?" He squinted his eyes at me.

"V's assigned nurse." I hissed.

"Assigned nurse? V? Why..?" He stared at me weirdly. He's probably thinking something else. He probably thinks that I want to be V's nurse or something.

"N-No! It's not what you think it is!" I denied as a slight tint of red flashed on my cheeks.

"So? What is it?"

"He likes Jungkook."

"So? Jungkook likes you- Oh, let me rephrase that." He stopped talking, like he's trying to emphasize the next thing he's going to say.

"He loves you, Ree."

"But they seem like they have a past!" I complained, flailing my arms in the air.

"So..?"

"Jungkook's talking to her."

"So..?"

"Jungkook postponed our date."

"So? Is it connected with that nurse girl?"

"No-"

He raised a brow at me. "But- Jimin! She wants him! She's trying to get Jungkook!" I frowned.

"But Jungkook is in love with you! Not her!" He sighed. "But she's prettier." I pouted.

"Oh gosh, Ree. If Jungkook really loves you, he won't leave you. Okay? Now, let's go to that ferris-"

"What the fuck, is that them?" I whispered, pulling Jimin under the table.

He looked at me weirdly, again. He gave me a 'what-is-it-now-i-want-to-try-the-rides-already-please' look.

My lips trembled as I saw him.

"It's Jungkook and Daphny."

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That's it. I'm sorry if that's short. It's just. There are these rumors that are killing me. If you're an EXO-L you know what I'm talking about. Please, I don't want it to happen again. I know this is a BTS fanfic, sorry for bringing it up. I just had to. Thank you for the Armys that actually comforted us. We love you! EXO Sonyeondan forever!

We are one. We are bulletproof.
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