Lost [bts; k.t.]

26 - Sehun

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I finally woke up, my head hurting and it seems like I'm sick. What did I do yesterday?

What happened?

"I'm sorry."

"I still fucking love you, Kim Taehyung. Still."

"You're not the only one, I still fucking love you too."

Then he kissed me.

I felt the hot blood rushing to my cheeks. Did he just say that he loves me too? What?

I bit my lip and stared at the ceiling. Then he kissed me. He kissed me. He kissed my lips.

Okay, wait. So V said that he still loves me and he kissed me? But why is he with Athena?

What does he mean by 'still loves me'? Does that mean he still loves me-

But he has an amnesia and he remembers Athena, not me I am confused.

"Agh." I groaned as I my head ached. Shit, why am I sick- Oh yeah, the rain.

I stood up as I held my head when I suddenly remembered Jungkook.

I clenched my fists. I'm such a horrible person. I'm pretty sure that he's mad at me. Actually, I think everyone is mad at me.

I clenched my fists as I took a quick warm bath. I want to say sorry.

I hope he forgives me- probbably not. Ugh, I should've not accepted the date in the first place- but if I didn't, I wouldn't have kissed him.

The thought of it, makes me blush. After drying myself, I wore some comfortable clothes and decided to grab some breakfast.

I need to clear my mind. I need to relax.

"You're not the only one, I still fucking love you too."

I gritted my teeth. Now that he told me he loves me, what's gonna happen? Is he gonna break up with Athena and we could live happily ever after?

But why does he love?

"Stop thinking about, Ree. It's probbably just a dream. Just your hallucination." I murmured under my breath as I made my way outside.

The morning breeze was cold as it brushed my skin. I decided to take a quick walk and head towards some coffee shop.

"Caramel machiatto and a glazed donut, please." I grinned at the cashier girl which is named, Anna. She nodded, not bothering to look at me as I placed my payment.

She handed me the receipt. "You can wait there." She spoke, as she pointed a table with seats for two, near the window.

"Thank you." I smiled and making my way towards my seat. It wad crowded it the coffee shop.

It's good that she took this last spot-

"Uhm, can I seat with you?" An unfamiliar voice, surprised me. I raised my head slightly and was greeted by a man in a black hoodie and black shades.

I frowned a bit but I nodded which was surprising. "Uh, sure." I said, making him sit infront of me which was awkward.

I don't know if he's staring at me because I can't really see his eyes behind those shades but I could feel that his staring, I don't know.

"Do you always go here?"

He spoke, distracting me from my thoughts. "No." I said plainly. "It's my first time, actually." I added as I stared outside.

"Ahh, that's why." I heard him whisper. His voice was like familiar but unfamiliar. What?

I mean like, I know the voice but I don't know where I heard that voice.

Who is he? Do I know him? I feel like I do, but I don't.

"Oh Sehun."

I turned to him and frowned. "Uhm, excuse me?" I asked.

"My name." He grinned. "It's Sehun, just in case you're wondering." He added.

Sehun? Why does it sounds familiar? "Uh, okay?" I sighed. A guy suddenly walked towards us with a tray in his hand, with my order on it.

"Thank you." I smiled at him as he placed my order on top of the table.

"You still like, caramel machiatto, huh." He snickered as he watched me sip on my drink.

I glanced at him. "Do I know you?" I asked, clenching my fists.

"Maybe." He let out a soft chuckle. "But I know you, Ree." He smiled.

Okay this is creepy. Is he my stalker or what?

He suddenly took off his glasses. "You don't really remember me?" He pouted.

I examined his face even more, frowning. "No." I slowly said.

"R, you really don't remember me?"

R? Wait?

My eyes quickly widens. "Oh my god, Sehun? Is that really you?" I gasped.

"Yes. Didn't I tell you that I would come back?" He grinned. Everything slowly comes back to me.

Our memories. Sehun's my childhood bestfriend but they moved away because of Sehun's dad. I don't know the full story, I just woke up and discovered that they were gone.

"I missed you. Idiot. " I chuckled as we pulled into a quick hug.

"I'm so mad that you didn't remember me." He pouted. "Seriously, you look different. " I swore, raising my right hand.

"You still look the same." He sighed, examining my face.

"How are you?" He asked, placing his head on his hands. I sighed as everything suddenly came back to me.

Jungkook. V. Ugh.

"I'm okay. You?" I lied, clenching my fists under the table. "I'm okay too, I got into a group that just debuted!" He exclaimed.

"Really? Congratulations!" I greeted.

"You seem.." he trailed, as he frowned at me. ".. haggard? What happened?" He asked.

He really knows me.

"Nothing. Nothing." I sighed, sipping on my drink as I avoided his gaze.

"Is something bothering you?" He asked. I gritted my teeth. "No." I plainly said, biting on my donut.

"Hey- Where's your order?" I frowned, trying to change the subject.

"When I saw you, I immediately went here." He chuckled.

"Psh. Whatever." I snickered, finishing my donut.

"Why'd you come back?" I asked, frowning at him.

"Because of you."

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Okay, don't ask me. I don't know why I added Sehun, here. Sehun's not even my bias. I swear everytime I write, the plot always changes. SWEAR. This is so short, huhuhu. Sorry.

Anyways...

BTS' MV IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE THEY ARE ALL SO BEAUTIFUL THAN LIFE ITSELF AND UH GOOODD IM SO CRYING. WHY IS NAMJOON NOT MY UB? LIKE UGH. I'M GOING TO BE HONEST HERE, I HAVE A THING FOR RAPPERS. OKAY?

THEY ALL LOOK SO PERFECT THAT THEY DESERVER #BTS1STWIN #BTS1MILLIONVIEWS

There, my ranting is done. Annyeong! Saranghaeyo!