Lost [bts; k.t.]

28 - Paintball

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Apparently,  everyone was just glaring and glaring at each other. Me and Luhan just sat silently as we watch them throw glares at each other.

Boys. Pft.

I met V's gaze and his kiss replayed in my head, making me blush so I quickly avoided his look.

"Guys." I spoke, breaking the silence. They all turned to me, still glaring.

"Why are you glaring at each other?" I asked, their expressions soften.

"I don't know." Suga shrugged, grinning at us. I snickered and scoffed.

"Anyways, guys. We planned to go out and play some paintball." I smiled.

The boys' eyes lit up. "Paintball? Really? I'm in!" They all said in unison and everyone made their way outside.

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Team A - Red
Sehun - Leader
Luhan
Ree
Jungkook
Suga

Team B - Blue
Jin - Leader
JHope
RapMon
V
Jimin

We placed a certain amount of paintballs inside our gun and wore our gears.

"You're going down!" Jin said as they glared towards our group.

"We'll see." Sehun smirked at them. We entered the venue.

There are trees around us, small buildings, some high walls, ladders and barrels.

"This is Team A's place, this is where you need to get their flag. It's hidden. " A guy said as he turned to Team B, gesturing towards a small building.

"This is Team B's place and this is where you're also going to look for their flag. Please go to your respective places and wait for a whistle. Once the whistle is blown, you may start." He said as we all hurriedly ran towards our places.

My heart was already pounding so hard. I was already sweating. I don't know why I'm so nervous but I don't want to lose.

We all crouched and hid. "Who's going to get the flag?" Jungkook whispered.

"I'll do it. Distract them." I said as they all turned to me. "Are you sure...?" Suga looked at me confusedly.

"Just because I'm a girl, I can't do it..." I trailed, catching my breath. "Trust me." I added.

The whistle was blown.

Agh, the game finally starts. "I just found our flag and it's inside of one of the barrels in this building." Luhan told us.

"Let's go." I whispered, as we slowly walked outside. Suga decided to stay at the building to protect the flag.

Sehun and Jungkook are the ones who's going to protect me and Luhan will be the one to distract them.

We hid behind a tree. I noticed RapMon's white hair that was sticking out behind a barrel.

"It's Namjoon." I whispered to them. Jungkook quickly rolled towards it as we followed him.

Jungkook placed a finger on his lips as we took out his gun. He silently aimed at RapMon. He pulled the trigger and shot him.

"Ahh!" RapMon screamed as he dramatically fell to the ground. I rolled my eyes.

It seems to alert the other members. "Quick, hide." I exclaimed. We all ran towards the small building.

"STOP!" Someone screamed. I turned around and saw JHope aiming his gun towards us.

"Jungkook, Sehun, Ree. Go." Luhan said, preparing his gun, aiming at JHope.

"But, hyung-"

"We'll see each other, Sehun."

"Hyung." Sehun pouted as he faked cried. "Seriously, Sehun. Just fuck off." Luhan chuckled.

"Oohh.." I snickered.

I'm still wondering, why isn't JHope shooting us while were talking? Ugh. Horses- Jk.

"Let's go." I quickly pulled them to hide behind a wall. We heard someone shout. It didn't seem like Luhan, though. I don't know.

It sounded girly.

I stared at the small building infront of us when suddenly, Jin and Jimin came out of nowhere.

They shot us but we quickly dodged. "Go inside, Ree! Win for us, we'll distract them!" Sehun said, pushing me towards the building as we dodged the paintballs.

I nodded at them. "Fighting." I whispered as I ran inside.

There barrels and boxes inside, I quickly tried to look for them.

"Stop. Who are you?" I heard a voice. It's him. Why him?

I bit my lip and turned around. Taehyung. "V." I took a deep breath.

He slowly dropped the gun and sighed. "You? Aish." He groaned, running his hands through his hair.

"You're not the only one, I still fucking love you too."

I bit my lip as his kiss repeatedly played in my mind. I wanted. I needed it. I want him so bad.

But why? Why did he kiss me? Why does he still love me even if he can't remember me?

"Why?" I echoed my thoughts as I stopped looking for the flag. Seeing Kim Taehyung really distracts me from the world.

I feel like I'm in a different place when I'm with him.

"What?" He spoke, raising his head as our eyes met. "Why'd you kiss me?" I asked, my voice breaking.

"K-Kiss you? W-When?" He stammered quickly looking away, avoiding my gaze.

My eyes widens at him. "What do you mean when?" I frowned at him, clenching my fists.

"Ree, we should be playing-"

"Answer me first, Taehyung." I groaned.

"I-I don't remember that.." he murmured.

"What do you mean you don't remember?" I hissed.

"I don't-"

"Don't play bullshit with me, V." I glared at him.

He suddenly met my gaze, he was panting. Both of us were breathing heavily.

He's telling me that he doesn't remember? That's bullshit. I saw it with my own eyes. I felt it. I know that it's his lips on mine.

And he's denying it.

"Stop hurting me." I whispered which made him turn towards me. "I'm not hurting you." He replied.

"You are."

"Because I love you." He took a deep breath, locking his pair of eyes into mine.

I frowned. He's denying it a while ago and now he's saying that he loves me. He really loves playing with me huh.

"Bullshit, V. Bullshit." I murmured. "I hate you! I fucking hate you." I yelled as I received a shocked expression from him.

I hate you, Taehyung. I hate everything about you. I hate you so fucking much.

"I hate you and do you know what I hate the most...?" I asked as I smiled bitterly at him, preparing my gun.

"I hate you but I fucking love you. No matter how you hurt me, I still love you." I finished, aiming my gun at him.

"Stop hurting me, if you can't love me back.." I trailed. "Because it hurts here." I pulled the trigger, as the paintball shot his heart.

"It hurts so much there." My eyes started to water.

"But you know what?" I asked bitterly.

"I still love you."

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