Loving You Again (GirlXGirl) (On Hold)

Book 2 - Chapter 13

Book 2 - Chapter 13
Skylar's POV

Hayley attacks my lips in a heated kiss the second I open my door. I grab her by the hips and pull her into my apartment. She kicks the door closed behind us before she starts stripping me of my clothes as she pushes me back towards the bedroom.

"I don't have much time tonight," she says against my lips as her fingers quickly work to unbutton my blouse. I just hum in response into her mouth as I let her direct me through my apartment.

When we reach the bedroom she pushes my shirt off my shoulders and quickly removes my bra before pushing me back on the bed and straddling me.

"God, you're so sexy," she says before connecting her lips with the side of my neck.

Hayley kisses and licks my neck before moving down my body. She makes quick work to remove my pants and the rest of her clothes before moving between my legs.

She plays with me and teases me as she works me up and eventually sends me over the edge. As soon as my body starts to relax, she makes her way back up, takes the side of my face into the palm of her hand and kisses me deeply. She slips her tongue into my mouth, letting me taste myself on her.

I start to take control of the kiss before she can pull away from me. I take the side of her face into my hand and lay her back on the bed so that I'm on top of her. I move one of my thighs between her legs and push it into her a little, making her moan into my mouth.

I pull away from her and take a deep breath of air before leaning down and kissing the side of her neck.

"Mm," she moans as I gently nip at the side of her neck, trying to be careful not to be so rough that I'll leave a mark. "I have to go soon," she says before moaning again as I push my thigh into her once again.

I pull back from her just enough that I can look into her beautiful eyes. "How soon is soon exactly?" I ask curiously.

"Maybe twenty minutes," she says and I smirk at her.

"That's more than enough time for me to make you cum again," I say as her eyes remain locked on mine and her breathing starts to grow a little heavier. My smirk grows a little more as I lean down and lightly kiss her lips before slowly moving down her body and between her legs.

I can't help but moan out the second I taste her. I have had this pleasure a few times now and each time is as good as the first. I crave her in a way I never thought possible. No matter how much I get, it never seems to be enough. I'm always left wanting more.

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I sit in bed watching Hayley getting dressed and fixing herself up. Once she is finished she says goodbye with a small kiss before showing herself out of my apartment. I can hear the sound of the door closing behind her, letting me know she is gone and I feel my heart sink in my chest a little bit.

With a heavy sigh I get out of bed and head towards my bathroom to shower. I lean down and turn on the water before going and looking in the mirror. I examine my neck and all the other places on my body that I can see for any possible marks left from this afternoon's activities. Once I'm satisfied that there isn't anything, I climb into the shower and start to wash myself off.

I love being with Hayley, it's always amazing and fun, but every time she leaves I'm left with a heavy heart. When she is here it's like I'm living in a dream, but once she is gone, I wake up and I am hit with a huge dose of reality.

Knowing that she is leaving me so she can go home to her pregnant wife always makes me feel incredibly guilty, but also very jealous. When Hayley came to my apartment a few weeks ago with the intention of starting what we are now doing, I began to have some hesitations.

I have wanted Hayley for so long now and I thought I would immediately jump at any opportunity to have her. I wanted her desperately, but I wasn't sure if this was the way I wanted it to happen. I didn't want to have an affair with her, I found myself wanting all of her. I wanted something real with her, but I knew I couldn't have it.

Hayley is married and her wife is pregnant with their unborn child which means I couldn't have her in the way I wanted. She said some things that made me feel like maybe someday I could, but I obviously have my doubts. I know she feels something for me, but who knows if her feelings will ever be strong enough that she would be willing to leave her family for me.

I started having second thoughts about whether or not I actually wanted to go through with anything, but my feelings for her were, are, so strong. The second she kissed me I knew I couldn't resist. I would rather have her in whatever way I could than not at all.

I know that probably makes me sound horrible and selfish, and maybe I am for wanting something I can't or shouldn't have. But I guess I just don't care if it makes me a bad person. I can't help the way I have been feeling about her, and even though I know I should, I can't stay away from her. She invades my every thought. I want her more than anything I have ever wanted in my entire life before her.

Hayley makes me happy, she makes me feel good about myself. And that's why, even though I know what we are doing is wrong, I don't want to end things with her. I want this to last for as long as possible, even if it means that it's possible our relationship could, and probably will be, short lived.

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Author's Note:

Good day beautiful people. I know it's been such a long time since I updated anything, and I'm sorry for that. I know this is a really short chapter but I wanted to get something up before the new year began. I hope you all liked it.

The story is still on hold for now and I don't know when I will be updating again. But I'm going to try regally hard to write more in the new year, so hopefully I will be able to get you all regular, or at least semi-regular updates again.

I hope you all have been managing to get by alright. I know how hard things have been as of late. Here is hoping that this next year is at least somewhat better than the last.

Forever wishing you all nothing but the best ❤️