I am a Teen Mom

Chapter 18

A little, just a little mature content 🤏

Skylar's POV

"Finally she's asleep" Justin sighed in relief "she's full of engry, we had a great day" he wiped off his fake sweat and stood between my legs

"Your parents loved her ?" I asked him but my eyes stayed on the ground

"Yeah she had a really great time with them and especially with Fiona" he rested his hands on my waist and stared at my face but I didn't met his eyes I am sitting on the kitchen island so its easy for him to stare, I'm face to face with him, but my whole mind is covered with thoughts of Zach and the kiss and my mixed feelings for him

"what are you thinking ?"

"Nothing" I wrapped my arms around his neck and fake smiled at him,he slowly cupped my cheek and came closer to me and Then in seconds he closed his eyes and smashed his lips on mine,he kissed me passionately and with his hands he wrapped my legs around his waist,I kissed him back it felt so good but It felt good physically not emotionally my heart was not beating faster my body didn't showed any interest, Should we...? Like having sex with him will distract me from Zach
maybe...maybe just I'll forget about him
Atleast for few minutes

"Oh god I love you so much" he went down and started kissing me between my neck and collarbone its my sweet spot he knows that, my hand disappeared in his dark brown hairs and I moaned lightly, he cupped my breast squeezing it I loved it but....
He grabbed my waist tightly and his hand disappeared in my sweat pants, I wasn't wearing my panties so he can feel me "you're mine" he whispered and kissed me again, roughly this time, Our lips moved like they were just trying to make us fall for each other, our lips were still moving when his finger entered, my wetness covered his finger and he started pumping in and out of me, I maoned between our lips and his thumb rubbed my clit really hard, he pulled away and starting sucking my neck,his second entered me and his finger fucked me hard
'Sky you can do this' I thought 'you can sleep with him, make yourself fall for him, we can be together' I calmed myself, he rubbed me hard almost making my legs jello 'I can't I cired inside I can't love him, I can't, I love someone else, I can't'

"Fuck" he took a deep breath and pulled away ,started unzipping his pants, I can see his hardness but, no, no I can't

"No" I stopped him "No Justin I'm sorry I can't" I climbed off the island, I can't do this, doesn't matter how much I want to,I can't

"Why Sky ? what's the problem ?" He caressed my cheek

"No" I shook my head "the problem is that we haven't even talked in 4 years, and having sex doesn't feel right, please I don't" I shook my head again

"We have a daughter" he almost shouted, I didn't said anything and just stared at the ground, he shook his head and let out a scarstic laugh "You have doubts ?" he clenched his jaw

"No" I shook my head "but--"

"But what?" He raised his voice and I took a step back, the island was rubbing on my back but I didn't had any intention in being close with him "But what? Sky" he shouted really loudly and slammed his hands on the either side of me

"what's with you, you're sweet one moment and then angry the other" I tried to shove his hand but his grip was tight

"Because you always make me angry, you did when we were teens and right now too" he glared at me

"I don't know you Justin, I don't know this Justin ,the other was different he didn't shouted at me, he didn't...he truly loved me" I whispered

"I love you but fuck Sky we're not kids anymore grow up we're parents to a kid" he shouted so loud that I almost shivered