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CH14- 𝐖𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

Tsukishima's POV

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A few days have passed yet she still hasn't woken up. So much people from the team tried to contact me but I didn't answer nor one text, message, or call. Not even Yamaguchi. I had no motivation to even practice nor talk right now.

Was this my fault? If only I. . . took a step further. This wouldn't have happened if I confessed earlier. This wouldn't have happened if I. . . didn't abandon her. I thought it would help her get better but it only worsen the situation. Yeah. Because of me, she's lying on a hospital bed right now, unconscious and half dead. What was I thinking? Why did I assume on my assumptions? Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

"Tsukki! You're back! What happened? Where's [y/n]?" Yamaguchi exclaimed as I entered the classroom. I was forced to go back to class even though I really didn't want to. The thought of [y/n] made me ball up my fists in sorrow.

"Just. . . leave me alone Tadashi. I have no intention to shout at you right now." I groaned, pushing him away with my shoulder as I passed by. Mutters and whispers spread throughout the room. I knew Yamaguchi was absolutely struck by my words. That would keep him quiet for a while. I'm sorry, Tadashi. It's just that I. . . don't want to talk to anyone right now.

I could barely focus in class from all the guilt I had inside me. I looked at the empty chair beside mine.

"Hey Kei, can I copy your homework? I didn't do mine last night lol"

"Tsukishima Kei, can you answer this question?" My teacher called on to my surprise, smiling angrily. I quickly stood up in shock as soon as I heard my name.

"Can you repeat the question sir?"

The teacher sighed in disappointment. "It's on the board," I squinted my eyes, in hopes that it would make my blurry vision fade. But it didn't.