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CH19- 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞

Tsukishima's POV

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I coughed non-stop and huffed as I desperately tried to get air inside my lungs. Something so so painful pierced through my lungs that I started to cough out more and more blood. It hurt so much. Petals and blood wasn't the only thing I was coughing out. A whole bunch of roses. My vision started to redden as blood came out of my eyes. Nurses and doctors were panicking beside me, trying so hard to help me with the best of their abilities.

"I WANT YOU TO KEEP LIVING. I WANT YOU ALL TO CONTINUE YOUR LIFE LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST. I WANT YOU TO LIVE TILL YOU'LL HAVE A WIFE AND CHILDREN. I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY WITHOUT ME."

"PLEASE KEI"

I'm trying, [y/n]. I really am. I wanna live longer for you. I wanna fullfil your last wishes for you. I want to be happy, for you.

But how can I be happy when my happiness is so dependant of you?

How can I live longer knowing it was my fault?

You didn't deserve this.

You didn't deserve me.

If you hadn't have met me... would you still be living to this day?

Would you have had a happy ending?

Intelligence, athleticism, skills, looks, I had it all. But out of all the people I could've befriend, why did it have to be you? Why did I have to fall in love with someone who was already in love with someone else? A girl who died because of me.

Why didn't he just take me instead? Why did he have to include someone like you? Wasn't I enough? Speaking like this is totally out of my character. I'm supposed to be a sarcastic cold bitch who loves to bring people down as part of my humor. I hated romance. I despised romance. I thought it was just a total waste of time and money. I thought it was cringe and cheesey.

But in this case, I wish I could've had more time to rethink. I wish we had more time.

I can't fulfil what you wanted me to promise. Instead, I'm gonna promise you one thing.

I promise we will get the happy ending we wish for. Time doesn't matter in this case. No matter how much decades or centuries it takes to finally receive your love, I will wait.