You'll Never Be Whole Until You Lose Control- Spencer Reid

Chapter 38: Evening Star

"I wanna take you high

Into the night

Like the stars in the sky" Evening Star, Cannons

I have a few more cute chapters and then some Serious Shit™️is going to happen!

Summary: Anna gets carried away during a girls night with the team and suffers the consequences

Kinks are: punishment, use of a flogger, use of a spreader bar, ddlg and non-sexual caregiver/little undertones

Spencer

The best part of my day was Anna returning to me after her shift at the shop. After I finished with my classes, I waited for her longingly. I felt akin to Hades while Persephone danced in blossoming springtime; lonely and desolate.

Today was no different.

Some days it was harder to be without her; some days, the demons swam close to the surface. Metal bars and the scent of burning fish livers marred my senses.

I was grading papers at my desk with a documentary about fungus and molds playing in the background when I heard her key twist in the lock.

I stood and made my way across the room, for her to fling herself into my arms excitedly the moment she saw me. "Daddy!" She squealed as my arms took their rightful place around her. "I missed you."

"Oh, sweetheart, I missed you more," I chuckled, peppering kisses to her beautiful face. "Tell me about your day."

"We got really cool dendritic fluorite in! I'll have to steal a piece and show you because it's super rare," she said, wriggling in my arms to take off her coat. "Oh, and I found a new vendor for books! They're coming next week and you'll have to read them all and tell me everything."

"You look so precious when you're so excited," I mused, cupping her cheek in my palm. She was just so bright and special; she illuminated the darkness and cast the gray storm clouds away with a formidable force. We came to rest on the couch, my hands caressing her hair as she laid her head in my lap. I enjoyed cherishing her while she told me about her day, and I knew I had a horribly dumb lovesick grin on my face as I gazed down at her.

I hoped she knew that she was the one thing tethering me to the Earth. That I loved her so fiercely.

She nuzzled up into the cradle of my arms, letting me place a kiss on her forehead. A giggle came from her throat as she reached a hand to brush my hair back. She looked so beautiful; so innocent and perfect. "Hey, I love you," she said, green eyes sparkling like a sunlit meadow.

"I love you too, my darling girl."

She poked the tip of my nose as she often did, "How did your class go?"

"It was fine," I said. "We covered geographical profiling."

She looped her arms around my neck and pulled my lips to hers. Our bodies hummed at the contact. I let my hands graze her chest. Even through her shirt and bra, her nipples pebbled at my touch. "I think you're entirely wearing too much clothing," I said, pushing her shirt up to expose the soft skin of her belly. When the air hit her skin, I watched goosebumps rise.

"Oh you do?"

"I do," I teased back, bending down to kiss above her belly button. As I did, I gnarled my fingers in the waistband of her skirt, tights and underwear and began to pull it down her thighs. I kissed a line down the slope of her belly to her mound as she kicked her clothes off the rest of the way.

Once her lower half was exposed and vulnerable to the chill air, I let my fingers grace trail over sensitive flesh to her clitoris. She spread her legs in anticipation like the good girl I knew she was.