Regrets!! 2 (Jungkook X Reader)

🌷CHAPTER~5

JUNGKOOK'S POV:-

I flop down on my office chair and inhale deeply.. I missed being here.. Nothing has changed... I close my eyes slowly remembering the old me working with piles of files. I chuckled myself remembering how frustrated I was. It was indeed a very good old days... 
"Don't smile like a creep" a sudden outburst makes me flinch in shock. "Hyung please knock before you enter~" I whine clenching my chest dramatically. 
Namjoon hyung facepalm  "I knock like 100 times before entering Kook... your body is here but your mind is somewhere else." he sighs in disappointment. 
I just shrug it off as if nothing happens, well it's the best, isn't it?
"Actually" He started "Kook we need to discuss something serious. Let's have an urgent meeting" His face soon turns into a frown making me worried sick. "O-Okay hyung I'll meet you guys in the conference room" with that he nodded and walked out of my office leaving me still wondering about what is going to happen next.

(In the meeting room)~

"H-Hyung is everything okay??" I asked feeling scared of what they are going to say.
"Relax Kook.. It's about the company partnership" Hoseok hyung reassured me giggling at my action. I let out a deep breath to calm myself down "Jeezz Kook stop being dramatic, you've become so soft.. stop being like that.. It's so not you" Taehyung hyung commented earning nods from my hyungs "Aish stop it hyung, you are distracting me" I exclaimed turning my face towards Namjoon hyung hoping that they won't continue the topic of me being changed and all. I know that I've changed a lot, I can't help it myself. I tried showing the tough side of mine but it never works after the incident. All I felt is numb and darkness, I even forgot how I was before, I feel like a whole new person.

"So YGs company from Australia and BigHit company from Newyork wants a partnership with our company." Namjoon hyung announced snapping me back to reality. It caught me off-guard though. "W-What!!! Are you serious hyung!!" I'm startled of course they are one of the best companies that I've known and I never expect them to want to have a partnership with my company. "Yes Kook and It's a very great opportunity so I'll arrange a meeting with them, but since you just came back I want you to take things a little bit slower and familiarised with the office first." Namjoon smiled flashing his dimples proudly. "Hyung It's okay don't worry I can handle this. I wanna finish it as soon as possible. This is so awesome!!" I jump up and down like a child earning waves of laughter from my hyungs.

The meeting had finished hours ago and now I'm back at my office bored and spacing out every now and then, I tried doing some file works but my hyungs won't let me, saying that I just came back and need to take everything slowly. It's not like I've forgotten to do my work though. I let out a long sigh stretching my arms  "You bored Kook" Jimin hyung peep his head inside my office door "For god's sake hyung Pleaseee knock" I groan frustrated at their sudden appearance. "O-Okay. S-Sorry" He was about to close the door but I stop him "NO! hyung please stay... I'm bored as hell" I mumble the last sentence feeling embarrassed by my action. He grinned wider as he let himself in " For a second I thought the old Jeon Jungkook has come back but I'm glad it didn't" He teased as he flop down on the couch making himself comfortable. 
"A-am I that different hyung?" I asked making my way towards him. His eyes soften "Yeah Kinda... a little bit-" he hesitate for some reason. "Hyung please tell me" I pleaded eagerly to know what has changed in me. He let out a deep sigh as he continues "FINE!! you've changed from a difficult Jungkook to a soft Jungkook, No one was allowed to call you Kook in the office but now it seems like you don't mind it at all, You were always in a bad mood every day but you look so cool and calm now, you were always so cocky and rude but now you're not anymore, You always flirt with female workers but now you-" he stopped whatever he was saying averting his eyes away from me feeling guilty for what he just said, I never realized I was like that until now. I look down at my hands feeling the wetness slowly building up in my eyes... am I that bad? am I that evil? I remember how I treat Y/n in this current spot. How I humiliate her... how I hurt her feelings... I'm an evil damnit!! I'm the worst... 
"Kookieya I-I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to...." Jimin hyung said softly with full of guilt in his voice. I shake my head denying him "no hyung... I am evil.. I-I am the monster here... Hyung I hurt her s-so much" I can't control anymore, I don't want to hold back anymore, I let my tears flow out not wanting to hold it in.. I give up....

 "I'm sorry Kook.. I know how you feel and I promise that good days are waiting for you ahead" He softly pats my shoulder easing my trembling body. "H-hyung I-I went home today a-and everything l-looks the same" I  slowly look up to him and saw him smiling warmly "I know Kook, we manage to keep it that way knowing that You'll like it and that you'll go back one day" 

"T-Thank you Hyung thank you so much. I-I loved it hyung Thank you so much" I sob loudly not caring about anyone hearing it.