🌷CHAPTER~ 3

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NO ONE'S POV :

After the movie, the boys decided to go out for ice-cream but Yoongi insist on staying back saying that he's tired and he doesn't want ice-cream at the very moment. "If you need anything just call or text us hyung" Namjoon reminded him as Jin replied "I know he'll probably go to sleep now... you know how Yoongi love sleeping" with that everyone laughed "Yeah of course my precious sleep.. okay bye have fun I'mma very tired" with that Yoongi went inside his room.


YOONGI'S POV :

As soon as I closed the door my legs gave in making me flop on the ground. I tried my best not to show much emotions in front of them but it's really hard for me..  Y/n-ya where are you... I've tried all the things that I can to search for you... where are you hiding... Please come back...

It has been a few years since I tried to distance myself from my friends making sleep as an excuse... I never knew I would be affected this much... I never realized how much I love Y/n until she's gone... I feel like dying inside..She's not mine nor will be mine.. but why am I like this? I know I'm only making myself suffer.. my body is giving out on me as the days progress but still not even a single clue where she is.. 

It's happening again my heart hurts like hell. I clench my chest trying hard to fight the pain away. A light sob escapes from my trembling mouth as tears keep on falling like an unstoppable waterfall "I-I can't... I can't take this anymore.." I let my emotions take over me...

The darkness of the room is my comfort.. The silence is my new best friend.. I slowly drag my body towards my bed and flop down letting it embrace my trembling body.... "I-I miss you Y/n.." I whispered closing my eyes slowly..

" I whispered closing my eyes slowly

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AUTHOR'S POV:-

Everyone is enjoying Ice-cream, laughter filling the cafe, but for some reason, Hoseok cannot seem to enjoy with them. He kept on feeling guilt as if he did something wrong but doesn't understand why. 

"Hyung what's wrong??" Jimin asked concerned about the frowning sunshine. "A-arr-mhh N-nothing" Hoseok forced a fake smile unsure of what he is feeling. "H-hey guys! I'll call up Yoongi hyung" with that he stood up and went outside the cafe. 

Hoseok tried calling Yoongi a couple of times but each time the call went straight to voice mail. He started panicking as the line keeps cutting off. "Guys... Guys s-something is not right.. let's go home.. I have a very bad feeling about this" Hoseok panic grabbing everyone's attention. "Hyung what's wrong?" Jungkook asks worried at the very panicked state of Hoseok. "It's j-just.. I-I don't know... Yoongi hyung is not picking up his phone.. and I'm having a bad feeling about it" He stated grabbing his coat to leave.

AFTER 10 MINS**~~

Hoseok has been calling Yoongi for the whole ride but still no answer from him."Hoseok, Yoongi Hyung's gonna be fine.. Calm down for a second" Namjoon tries to calm Hoseok as he gets more restless. "I don't know.. I don't feel right.. My inner instincts are always true... and you know it very well" Hoseok sighed frantically typing his phone.  As soon as they reach home, all the boys ran towards Yoongi's room calling out his name "H-hyung... YOONGI HYUNG!!" Hoseok knocked on Yoongi's room door continuously calling out for his name.. Tears started forming in his eyes as he impatiently knock at the door. 
After what felt like an eternity the door swings open and there, standing a very annoyed-looking Yoongi "What-" Hoseok cut him off by hugging him tight "Are you okay?I-Is everything okay?" Hoseok ask as a sigh of relief left his mouth.
"Eww... hyung stop it... you guys look like a lover.. stop it please" Jimin gagged dramatically covering Taehyung's eyes like a protective parent protecting his child from 19+ scenes in a movie.. 
"Eyyy he-y get off, g-get off me I can't breath" Yoongi pushes Hoseok off his grip confused about why he is acting like that "Did your head hit somewhere? What was that??" Yoongi asks making a disgusted face.
"He was panicking in the cafe because you didn't pick up your phone," Namjoon said patting Hoseok's back comforting him. "Why would you panic? I turn off my phone. Purposely. I knew one of you will disturb my beauty sleep" Yoongi exclaimed with his unbothered look making everyone laugh at Hoseok saying that he act like a possessive girlfriend. 
But nobody knows what Yoongi is hiding behind his laughter...how he is feeling... how he is suffering and he didn't want anyone to know. He thought it's for the best to suffer alone. He loves Jungkook as his own brother and he doesn't wanna hurt his feelings. He has already made a mistake before and he regretted it. He feels like he is suffering as a punishment for not being able to control his own feelings...

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