🌷CHAPTER~18

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JUNGKOOK'S POV:-

While ordering coffees for my hyungs, I couldn't help myself but smile like a creep the whole time... Today is the best day of my life... I still can't believe Y/n is here with me.. I feel like I'm the luckiest man alive on earth...
"Here's your receipt Sir... Please wait for 10 mins and your coffee will be ready"  the barista told..
I smile and nod taking the receipt and proceed toward where Y/n is sitting.... Shaking violently...
"Y/n.... you okay... Why are you so red-" I asked but she suddenly stood up and storm out of the place.. Did I do something wrong??
"Y/n.... Y/n... Wait!!" I ran after her still confused about why she acted like that..
"Are you tired?? I'll tell them to cancel the order... Let's go back-" she cuts me off..
"No.. I... What am I doing Jungkook... This isn't right...You don't deserve my forgiveness... And I hate you" with that she walks away... But why?? Everything was going smoothly... Why Y/n.... Do you still hate me.... Please don't go away.... I love you so much....

Y/N'S POV:-

I don't know why my mind is so mixed up like this... I'm so confused... I don't know anymore.... Should I take the risk?? What if he hasn't changed.... Why am I so scared?  But everyone makes mistakes... Am I finding excuses to forgive him?? I know I am but we both- OUCH!!! Who the hell!!! Yoongi!!
"Are you okay??" Why of all time do I have to bump into him now!!!
"Yeah I'm okay"
"Y/N!! I-I thought you would be in office now?" He looked shocked wow... Why is everyone shocked to see me??
"Yeah... Well, I'm just tired..." He helped me stand up
"Is everything okay? What were you thinking so deeply that you didn't even see bumping into others?" Aii what!! Huh, I didn't do that on purpose... I was just hmmm...
"Don't sigh!! Pretty girl like you shouldn't be sad like that... Now tell me what happens?" He smiled sweetly making my lips automatically form a smile. "Yoongiiii opppaaaa~~~ where have you beeennnnnn~~" I whine like a child.... I haven't seen him for so long.. and I miss my grumpy mandu....

"(chuckled) What... kiddo... " Seeing him laugh like this makes me forget about my stress and that's exactly what I want "Where have you been hum?? Are you trying to ignore me??" he hesitates for a little but I act as if I don't see it..

"Hya is that a way to talk to elders!!" He flicks my forehead lightly "aishh.... Oppa ummmm should we go get some coffee?" He took a minute to answer "yeah sure"

We went to a nearby cafe and order our coffee "So... Is everything okay?" He asks in a slightly serious tone.

 Is everything okay?" He asks in a slightly serious tone

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"Umm... Well, the thing is.... T-that... A mm.... I-I... (Sigh!) T-the thing is..." why the fuck am I stuttering so frickin much.

"Y/nya~ calm down... Take your time hum.." I feel too ashamed to tell anything about it... To think back it sounds really childish...
I took a deep breath and ignoring my flushing face I blurted out everything "The thing is... Oppa I... A mm... I have decided to forgive him.... But my mind is still so confused... I thought I could move on from the past but today everything came back rushing to my mind and I told him that I..I hate him" he nodded as I continue "We went to the cafe where I met you guys for the first time and it triggers me..." I stop and my mouth started pouting while I speak.. Fuck not now
He softly pats my shoulder "It's okay to cry Y/nie... I'm here for you" That's it... I started sobbing loudly "it's okay... Everything will be okay trust me" I nodded as I wipe my tears away.
"(Sigh) I ammm... I need to confess something to you.." he continued as you listen to him attentively "That day... I was the reason why Kookie drink that night... I still don't know what happen after he left.. Y/n I'm not supporting him in any way.. and I totally respect your decision but he... He waited only for you... He punished himself for years... He wasn't himself... He became a totally different person... Your decision totally depends on you but Y/n... Please choose the right one..." I don't know what to do at this point. Why is life so complicated?? Gosh... Wh- "I know he had done unthinkable things to you but... Knowing that you both love each other very much... I.. I don't want both of you to suffer" I don't know why but whatever Yoongi oppa says seems to be very perfect and 100 percent trustful words... I close my eyes for a second exhaling deeply to ease my mind for a little bit and draw a conclusion.. "I will give him a chance but.... I won't make it easy... He should pass some test by me" I smile proudly as Yoongi nods along with me
"By the way... Did you notice something" I said excitedly
"No... What is it?" Being clueless he tilt his head and eagerly waited for my response "welll just think... Whenever something happens to me or whenever I'm in bad mood.... I always bumped into you.... Isn't this interesting!! It's like God is sending you to help my mood... And I'm delighted that happened.." I happily wait for his reply which I didn't expect he will answer this way "umm.. I think It's time for you to go home Y/n.. You don't wanna be late do you" he paused for a while and stood up getting ready to leave. But why... I didn't even do anything to offend him... "Yoongi Oppa I... Did I say anything wrong?" I could feel the tears building up in my eyes, my pouting lips, my burning cheeks and my slightly runny nose.

"Y-Y/n... hyaaa I...I Y/nya... Please don't cry... I-I'm sorry.. you can beat me if you want... Please I'm so sorry..." That's when I burst out crying like a kid

"You... y-you.. were mad at m-me" I blabbered between my cries.. I can clearly see him panicking.. all eyes were on us some whispers as if I'm being dumb by Yoongi oppa.. some whispers as if He's a bad guy but I don't care about anything at this moment.. I am sad and very sad that's it.....
"Who says I'm mad at you? I'm not Y/n... Please stop crying. I'm sorry...hum (cupping face)" how can you be so caring? I cleared my throat slightly embarrassed by my action. "let's go home..." I stood up from my seat gathering my stuff to head home " are you sure?" Is that even a question? After all the dramas that did just now! Ignoring him I started walking towards the exits.





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