Con Todo El Corazón (C. Madrigal)

Whenever You're Ready

⚠️Fluff to steamy but not smut warning!

(Y/N)'s Pov

Camilo and I were sitting under a tree, my head rested on his shoulder gently playing with his ruana, which of course he didn't mind.

We were just talking, telling random stories when such topic popped up, his voice is so soothing, I feel so calm and safe when I'm with him..

Most of the day had been us in town helping out whoever needed anything we could do, once we were done with that we settled on this very spot.

I slid myself down to lay on his lap, letting him play with my hair. "You're so cute Cami." I cooed

He chuckled, "That's like the hundredth time you've said that today (Y/N)." I sat myself back up and adjusted myself so I was sitting on his lap, he had his arms around my waist.

"Okay okay, you're not just cute.. you're also amazing.. kind.. funny.. hot.." I trailed my finger off his shoulder as I said the last part slowly with a laced voice.

Camilo laughed grabbing my full hand and kissing my cheek. "I had the weirdest dream last night," he began looking down at our hands clasped together.

"Yeah?" I ask, I haven't stopped looking at him. He started going on and on about what happened in his dream, but it was hard to focus. I don't know if it's the wind, or the golden hour light hitting him at the perfect angle..

I was so lost in his beautiful eyes, those cute freckles, his adorable smile, those curly tendrils that land on his face while the rest of his hair is slightly blown by the wind

"(Y/N).."

Oh I love when he says my name..his voice is so attractive..

I was snapped out of my daydreaming when my boyfriend started waving his hand in my face, he must've known I was in a trance..

I blinked my thoughts away, "Sorry, what were you saying?"

Camilo looked at me confused, "are you okay amor?" God why does he look so cute whenever he looks at me?

"Mhm." I hummed looking down, I just know that unless I look away, I'll probably forget what day it was yesterday.

I felt him lift my chin up slightly, his eyes locked on mine, "okay now you're acting all shy what's going on?"

I shrug, "nothing.. just thinking you know?"

Camilo pulled me closer to him, our noses touching, "thinking about what?" He asked softly with a clear smile

"You." I smile back cupping his face, "what about me?" He asked as he kissed my lips.

When I pulled away I breathed out rather heavily, "Well, I kind of was just admiring everything about you." I say kissing him again

He pulled away from my lips moving them to my neck, "I'm admiring you all the time." He says between kisses, this feels amazing.

"Can we go to my house?" I ask him, he gave me a sort of nervous look, "Don't worry my Papa is working, he won't be back til late at night."

"How do you know he isn't gonna come back early?" He asks, I shrugged, Camilo's right, sometimes he does come home early.

I shook my head, "Okay, what about yours? I'm getting a little cold.. but it's not your mama's fault I just-"

He tapped my thigh to signal me to get up "No it's fine princesa, " he says getting up, "let's go."

***

I was fidgeting with my ring standing in the middle of Camilo's room, when I felt his strong arms wrap around me, his soft lips on my neck. I felt his hair, "Cami." I giggled

Camilo took my hand and spun me around to face him, we started making out, "Do you mind if I put you on the table?"

I shook my head with a grin, "not at all." He smirked and our lips met again, hungier and practically fighting for dominance. Soft moans escaped my lips as he kissed my neck lifting me on the table

I was a quiet but moaning mess, running my hands through his hair, reconnecting our lips, continuing our makeout session. I wrapped my legs around his waist, he was cupping my face without breaking the kiss.

I brushed my tounge against his bottom lip, he granted me access to explore his mouth again, as he explored mine.

Seconds later he trailed the kiss from my lips down my jaw, until he reached my neck. I closed my eyes tilting my head back letting him do his magic, with my hand still in his hair.

But as I enjoyed the pleasure of this moment, it's like an Angel and Devil version of me were arguing with eachother above me.

'This is the last thing you should be doing.' Angel me said

'Come on we're 18, almost 19. What could happen?' Devil me protested, 'This feels so wrong and so right at the same time'

But angel me put her big pants on, 'You haven't even said I love you yet!'

I carefully pulled away from Camilo, "We should stop.. you know before we get a little too out of hand." I say shyly

"Got it, you don't wanna go to far yet do you?" Camilo asked, I shook my head "yea, I just don't think we're ready yet milo, it's only been a month.."

Camilo gave me that cute/dorky understanding look and he gently pecked my lips. "No problem hermosa, whenever you're ready okay? No rush at all."

I nodded before he placed a sweet kiss on my forehead. I wrapped my arms and legs around him so he could help me down from to table but to my surprise he just carried me to his bed, gently placing me down.

He plopped down next to me, we looked at eachother and just laughed. Staring at the ceiling together, we went back to talking about whatever came to mind..