Con Todo El Corazón (C. Madrigal)

Mental Health Day

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Tw: brain fog
and don't worry I did my research as well.

I sat snuggled up against the arm of my couch as the dry tears nearly glued my eyes shut. It was one of those days I wasn't feeling well mentally, and I needed to let myself cry.

It's been a few weeks since my talk with Camilo, he's been so understanding throughout it all. My papa also took notice of how good he's been to me so far, and so he allowed us to start seeing eachother again

Camilo did start getting a lot much better with papa after their talk, I think it's safe to predict them getting along just fine.

Last night I found myself getting emotional after a nightmare I had, countless hurtful thoughts and memories rushing through my head. After my 4am crying session, I finally managed to fall back asleep.

I stared at my book that was just sitting on the coffee table contemplating whether or not to pick it up. Part of me just wanted to stay there in the same position

That was until I heard a knock on my door, I quickly got up and wiped my eyes, sniffling and walked to the door.
Opening the door that revealed Camilo on the other side "Princesa!" He wrapped his arms around me, I hugged him back "Hola mi amor." I say happily hugging him back, I took his hand leading him inside

"What brings you here today?" I headed back to the couch, Camilo was silent for a moment before he said "Dolores heard you cry last night.. a lot.. what's wrong Y/n?"

I felt nervous, I didn't know to explain anything. "Nothing." I sniffled, "like I believe you."

Camilo scooted closer and gently caressed my hair, "What's really going on Y/n.. please tell me."

I shrugged hopelessly, "I had a nightmare." I choked finally facing him, "it was so hard to fall back asleep and today it just feels like I'm trapped in this fog that I can't get rid of." My voice was shaky and I rubbed my eyes hoping no tears would come out.

Camilo pulled me into his lap, rubbed my back and gave me a minute to get my voice back to normal from my crying voice.

"It's okay Y/n, I'm here, I've got you."

After a while I calmed down enough, snuggled up against Camilo, he looked down at me noticing I was doing better he pecked my lips.

"You need a mental health day." He says, I tilt my head, "what do you mean?" Camilo sighs as I slid off his lap "I mean let's go do something to get your mind off everything that's bothering you!"

"Mm, I don't know.." I trailed, Camilo grabs both my hands "Please? It's so nice out and I know just where to take you, it'll be fun!" He pleads, I caved into his pouting face and say "Yea okay, let's do this."

Camilo happily grinned helping me off the couch and tells me to grab a swimsuit, I was confused at first but he just said "Just do it" well, f*ck it what do I got to lose?

***

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Camilo brought me to a beautiful lake with a cliff and the sunshine reflecting off the crystal clear waters. I was astounded by the breathtaking scenery, "it's beautiful here."

"I know, something you and this place have in common." My shirtless boyfriend says hugging me from behind and kissing my cheek, making me giggle "you look gorgeous in that swimsuit by the way." He said softly in my ear

I turned my head to the side and let him kiss my lips while I put a hand on one of his arms crossed over me. "I could say the same for you." When I looked back at the water I realized "wait we're not gonna jump from up here are we?" I ask

"Of course we are!" Camilo exclaimed, my jaw dropped as I switched my gazes between him and the water "there is no way I'm jumping from here!" I scoff

Camilo shrugged "suit yourself!" He shouted before running and diving into the water, I was close to going down the hill to just swim into the lake normally, but a voice in my head said come on Y/n jump! You'll regret it if you don't atleast try

"Come on princesa! The waters amazing!" He yelled, I took a deep breathe with my eyes shut here goes nothing.

I stepped back a bit, and charged forward diving into the water, the feeling was impecable. Big splash as I got to the water and swam back up to the surface, I see Camilo looking at me with his jaw dropped, "Wow, I didn't think you had it in you.."

I shook my head, "there is a lot about me you don't know, I have many layers." I exclaim looking up at the sky, Camilo swam around me "see Y/n? Sometimes you gotta just leave your worries behind you!"

I giggled splashing him which quickly led to a splash war between us. I slowly went under the surface and see the blue waters, only to see Camilo come down 2 seconds later, he swam to me and pulled me in for a heartfelt kiss.

When we came back up to the surface we wasted to time in rejoining our bodies, reconnecting our lips

I took in every moment of this boy, the feeling of his lips, the water, the sunshining on us both. I ran my hands through his curls whilst still kissing him, twirling a strand in my finger as he pulled away and giggled

"I love you Y/n." Camilo whispered, "I love you too Camilo."

***

The rest of the afternoon consisted of us making out, swimming around in the water, splash wars, Camilo throwing me into the water

Once we got out I was hungry so Camilo took me to the casita to have some food together. The rest of the day well spent with his family, I could safely say this mental health day was a success. I don't know how he does it, but Camilo always knows how to be there for me.