are we still friends? (jj x femreader)

Chapter 5

y/n's pov:

i arrived at george's, his parents had gone away for a few days so he said i didn't have to worry about that. he had a pretty big house, i followed him to his bedroom, "here" he passed me a t-shirt to sleep in and turned around so i could change. "you don't have to turn around y'know" i smiled at him. he looked over his shoulder at me and nodded slightly, walking over to the left side of the bed and getting in. i pull the top over me and climb in next to him. my phone buzzes a few times but i'm to nervous to check it in case it's jj.

"so who was that guy? your brother?" he asks.

"yeah well john b is actually my twin" i say.

he frowns at me, "i didn't know you had a twin." i nod. "hmm that's cool. you're the hotter one" he smiles.

i smile back, "agreed"

we lay there for a few hours just talking, until he fell asleep with his arm around my waist. i hated sleeping like this it just felt weird. i shuffled out of his grasp and checked my phone. it was 1:00am. i decided that since it was late i could probably head home without having to see john b so that's what i did. i left a note saying i had to go, and left.

i was almost home, when i got a call from jj, i could hear music in the background and and couldn't make out what he was saying so i hung up. i debated whether to go back but decided not to bother. when i got there the garden was full of people drinking and dancing. there was a couple making out on the porch sofa. i went outside to find kie or pope since i clearly wasn't about to get any sleep. as i turned the corner i bumped into jj. he looked very drunk. when he saw me his face lit up a little and he slid his arm around my waist pulling me into him. "are you alright?" i asked, awkwardly holding my arms on this shoulders. "i am now" he slurred, holding tightly onto my waist, my shirt had ridden up slightly so his hands were sort of hidden under it. we shared a look, his eyes fell to my lips, before anything happened kie came round the corner. "y/n, you're here, good we are all playing never have i ever, come on" she grinned, clearly a little to drunk to read into what she interrupted.

i sat down beside kie and some other guy. jj sat down opposite me beside john b. kie passed me a drink. i noticed jj watching me. some guy stole my attention by looking at me and shouting from across the circle, "right never have i ever, had a sex dream"

"dude, are they all gonna be sex based, that's my sister" john b, frowned, waving his hand in my direction. "plus that's a pretty boring one"

"don't care dude, but fine, more interesting, never have i ever had a sex dream about someone here" he smirked.

a few people i didn't know took a drink, then i watched as jj took a drink, then he watched as i did the same. we looked up at each other for a second. luckily no one noticed since pope also took a drink and since we all thought of him as the more, innocent one of the group kie and john b were distracted by that. jj and i already knew about this since pope went into a panic and told us the day after it happened, so we didn't bother to pretend to be shocked. instead we held eye contact. "okay, it's not that big a deal," pope said, pushing john b away from him "next one, never have i ever-" before he finished i noticed george appear.

"i'll be back in a second" i said to kie, before getting up and walking over to him. i could feel jj watching me walk away, but i tried not to look back.

"hey are you okay?" he asked, when i got closer.

"yeah sorry i couldn't sleep so i figured i'd be able to sneak home but when i got here this was all happening" i explained. he just nodded, his eyes looking past me. i turned to see what he was looking at, jj still looking over from where he was sat. "their playing never have i ever, we can go do something else." i said.