are we still friends? (jj x femreader)

chapter 9

y/n's pov:

i was laying on jj while he slept but i couldn't. i hated the fact this had happened to him. and i hated the fact that i knew more or less what happened. i knew how jj's dad could get and, buy the bag or clothes he was holding when he got back, i more or less guessed the context behind it.

i looked up at him while he slept, despite all his cuts and bruises he looked so peaceful. i was always aware of how gorgeous he was but i hadn't actually thought about it all that much before.

he began to wake up, i looked away so he wouldn't know i was looking at him. once he was awake a bit more i sat up. "i'm going to get a drink, do you want anything?" i asked. he shook his head.

i sat on the kitchen counter for a while drinking some water, when john b and sarah came in. "hey" i smiled at them.

"oh my god, y/n, you and jj should come and stay as well" she smiled. "my parents have gone away for a weekend so john b is staying round, you two should too, rafe is having some friends round as well i think but we'll stay by the pool his lot rarely come near there."

i didn't know whether to agree or not since i assumed given the current state or jj he'd hate to be stuck around a load or people, "i don't know i'm not feeling like being around a bunch of people rn" i smiled back, apologetically. then jj appeared round the corner. he'd pulled on a shirt to cover most of his bruises but there were still visible ones on his face. "we'll stay for a night" he said, leaning on the wall. "dude, what happened to your face?" john b asked.

"some of rafe's friends. one got y/n's lip as well." he said. my hand immediately shot up to my lip. i had forgotten all about that. "shit, i didn't know i'm sorry" sarah said, looking at both of us,

"what did you do?" john b frowned at both of us.

jj shrugged, "doesn't matter, we'll stay the night" he smiled. i liked his smile. i caught myself staring a bit to long at him, quickly snapping my head to face the floor. "okay, he won't come near us don't worry" sarah said. john b was still looking suspiciously between us. once sarah said she'd wait outside john b walked over to us. "seriously what did you do?"

"nothing, they approached pope, pushed him, so we defended him and they punched me and one hit y/n" his jaw twitched when he finished that sentence, when he said one hit me.

"okay, we'll make it even some other time, i don't wanna get sarah in trouble" he nodded, then left with sarah.

"why are we going, we could've stayed here and y'know hung out" i smirked, forgetting what had happened before this. he grinned back at me, "nothing is stopping us now"

i shook my head, "you're hurt" i said.

"fine" i paused, stepping closer so he was stood between my legs looking down at me, "but we're still going" i rolled me eyes and looked up at him. "come on it'll be fun" he smiled, his hand holding onto my thighs. "you know what'd be more fun?" i say, he raises his eyebrows, "us having long, hard, passionate sex all weekend while my brother and your best friend are gone." i say, twisting my fingers into his. "ugh, you make it sound so romantic" he laughs, lifting me up over his shoulder. i laughed while he carried me into my bedroom, placing me down on the bed. he lay above me, kissing down my neck and along my shoulder.

he stopped after a while and lay down on my stomach. i played with his hair for a while before i became uncomfortably aware of how much we seemed like a couple. i got up and began looking through my clothes. jj rolled onto his front and watched as i did this, "what are you doing?"

"you're forcing me to spend the weekend around people remember" i said.

"right i forgot about that" he nodded.