I understand now

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I finally get it.

I finally get why my friends tell me not to die.

Its because they love me.

I know it seems obvious, but this JUST fucking hit me.

I love my friends. So much. I trust them and i live them with my entire being.
If any of them were to die, i would be devastated. THINKING about it makes me cry.

... is this how they feel too?

Do they love me as much as i love them?

Right now i think they do.

They would feel just as horrible if i died as i would feel if they died.

I finally understand.

I DO make people happy...

And now i can't stop crying.

I finally fucking get it.

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