Not-so Merry Christmas

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TW: mentions of arguing parents and SA.

This Christmas is a shit show.

My mom and her bf are fighting because i found my bio-dad and he's hella fucking insecure. He's saying really hurtful things and im scared they're gonna break up.
We were gonna move in with him.
But i think he's gonna leave us like everyone else.
I already have hella abandonment issues, so thanks man.

I am never letting my self get close to another of her boyfriends again.

Men fucking suck.

He turned something amazing that made me happy into something that i dont know what to do with.

My bio dad and his family really like me and i love them all, they're awesome.

I don't want to be left again.

Hes complaining about how close my mom and i are to the point that we tell each other everything even private things like no shit, its been me and her my entire fucking life.

He's calling my mom a bad mom because she let me think that i was a r*pe baby, but SHE NEVER TOLD ME THAT.
I came to that conclusion my self.
But it turns out i wasnt a r*pe baby.

I don't know what to do.

This Christmas sucks.

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