Though the group split into two after Seunghun and Jinyoung spent the night in my tent, it almost made us feel closer. I grew closer to Yonghee and Hyunsuk, mainly, but the isolation from Jinyoung and Seunghun had me thinking of the words that I wanted to say to them.
Jinyoung. I was sorry. I was so terribly sorry, even thought there was nothing any of us could do. I wanted him to be close with me. I wanted Jinyoung to know that I could be there for him, that even if I didn't fully understand, I could listen. I wanted to be helpful. I wanted him to be able to trust me.
Seunghun. I loved him. I liked holding his hand in the dark of the night and staring into his eyes and giving him everything that I wished I'd gotten. I wanted him to stay close to me. I wanted Seunghun to know that I would be by his side always at the drop of a pin, that I'd give up my last heartbeat for him if it meant he got a moment longer. I wanted him to feel loved.
Neither of them would ever hear this, likely. I wanted them to find out somehow.
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