Marrying You Seems Ridiculous! (Completed)

「Chapter 45」

YANA

"But we need to avoid each other from now on"

Bumuntong hininga ako at napatayo sa pagkakaupo ko. Kinuha ko ang plato kong may laman na pagkain at tinapon ang laman nuon sa basurahan.

Wala akong ganang kumain...

After saying those things, umalis siya kinabukasan. Umalis siya at hindi na bumalik. She didn't even told me where she'll stay.

Yung aalis siya magdamag at gabi ko lang siya makikita, kaya ko pa yun. Pero ngayong ni anino niya hindi ko na makita, hindi ko kaya. Hindi ako makatulog ng maayos, I was always thinking about her. Hindi ako makakain ng maayos, wala akong ganang kumain mag-isa.

I couldn't take it...

I want her here...

"But she left..." I whispered to myself before I sighed deeply again. Nagtungo na lang ako sa banyo at naligo. I changed my clothes into some plain white t-shirt and black pants. Nagtungo ako sa labas at natigilan ng makitang naroon lamang ang kotse.

She left the car...

Dahan-dahan na lamang akong nagtungo duon at sumakay. Nagdrive ako patungo sa ospital. Pagkadating ko duon, naglakad ako kaagad patungo sa opisina ng kapatid ko. Sumilip muna ako sa pinto niya, there I saw him eating as he write something, he seems so serious.

"Kuya..." I called him making him look at me. Nagulat pa siya ng makita ako sa may pintuan.

"N-Nazeer... c-come in" pumasok ako sa loob at lumapit sa kaniya I sat down on one of the couch. Lumapit siya sa akin, umupo rin sa tabi ko.

"You look terrible..." he said making me chuckle a little. "Natutulog ka ba?"

"I can't sleep...." I said making him look at me seriously.

"Ha? You weren't sleeping? Bakit? Why didn't you tell me? I could've help you---"

"No one could help me..." I said softly, cutting off his words.

"The hell is happening to you? Hindi mo ba naiisip na pwede kang magkasakit dahil hindi ka natutulog?! And you looked like you were not eating at all either---" I cutted his words again.

"She left me" I said before I looked down. Naramdaman ko ang pagsakit ng puso ko.

"Ha? Bakit? Nag-away ba kayo?" he asked full of questions.

"I... It was my fault. I kissed her so she... she got mad" I told him making him look at me, confused.

"She got mad? Isn't she your girlfriend?" my brother asked making me face palm.

"I'm talking about Lanna, not Dianne!" I told him. Nanlaki ang mata niya ng marealize ang sinabi ko.

"Y-You kissed Lanna? N-Nababaliw ka na ba?!" gulat na tanong niya na ikinailing ko.

"I know... I didn't know what happened. It's just that... when I looked at her... I suddenly felt the urge to kiss her and so I did..." nakaramdam ako ng kaunting inis dahil sa ginawa ko.

If I didn't kiss her that day... would it still be the same?

"Nazeer, you have a girlfriend. Akala ko ba after 5 years, maghihiwalay na kayo tapos papakasalan mo na si Dianne?" tanong niya.

"I don't know, okay? Hindi ko alam! Hindi ko na maintindihan itong nararamdaman kong ito! I love Dianne, so much... pero simula nung... simula nung dumating si Lanna sa buhay ko... I... I..." napayuko ako, unable to speak anymore. I don't even know what I'm feeling, nababaliw na yata ako.