Born A Weapon

Christmas break

DECEMBER 10TH 1993

(mentions of child abuse\blood and thoughts of incest)

As the winter set in the castle it became so much colder and a lot of students were charming their clothing to give off heat on their own others where wearing two sweaters over each other to keep warm I didn't really have a problem with the cold and even wore a skirt a few times to the horror of Draco who was shivering like there was an earthquake at his feet

We had a week after classes ended where there was nothing to do and it got so boring we eventually started practising charms on plants this didn't go to well when I accidentally lit one on fire and we got a scolding from McGonagall who took 5 points from Gryffindor and told us to stop casting random spells

Then it was the last day and I had packed the night before but not everyone was that prepared and the whole of Gryffindor tower was filled with people running around and lifting up furniture to find lost items and trying to catch pets me and harry laughed at a second year who was crying over the fact she had lost a hairclip and ginny called us childish and gave the poor kid one of hers

When we had finished hoisting our trunks into the train and sat down is when the realisation hit that id be at home all Christmas and it was quite a scary thought mother and father had been particularly strict after I skipped some meetings and bunked off missions so that I could have some time for myself

As the train rolled into the station I saw Lucius standing there waiting for us a shiver went down my back and I felt my throat tighten slightly this wasn't going to be a fun Christmas I gave luna a few kisses goodbye and I felt so sad letting go of her and seeing her hobble off to her father but I knew id see her again

I carried my trunk out the train and walked to Lucius head bent and trying to avoid him all together draco had said his goodbyes to harry in the train scared his father may find out about him and harry and walked next to me with the same saddened expression Lucius grabbed my arm and pulled me closer while scowling at me

"you...you know I had to deal with your disobedience right"

I nodded softly knowing father probably made a huge deal out of the fact I wasn't listening to him and admittedly Lucius did look a little more tired or rough than other times but I didn't really care because he was already pulling me towards the side to apperate me and draco home his fingernails dug painfully into my arm and I whimpered in pain which only seemed to make him squeeze harder

Once we were home and I had unpacked father walked into my room without knocking he grabbed my hair and made a fist in it pulling harshly I gave him an angry look while grabbing for his hair but missing and he bit in my neck I screamed as his teeth broke the skin on my neck

I had known my father had a thing for drinking blood and cannibalism but him biting me wasn't what I had expected the last time he had done this was a few years prior when he was drunk it had gone the same way back then he grabbed my hair and just dug in like a vampire and to be honest after the initial pain passed it came with a sudden calmness the way the blood flowed from my vein into his mouth it wasn't normal but he was holding me and that's really all that mattered at this point and I let him do this

I moved my hair out of the way and his grip on my hair loosened a little my hand didn't pull at his sleeve anymore and was now resting on his shoulder it felt all too familiar and all too...intimate for him to be my father

After he was done with his little act he grabbed my chin his mouth bloody and he was panting slightly he said

"don't tell anyone or your dead meat"

I nodded and he walked away I walked to the bathroom and looked at the bite mark on my neck from afar it looked like a vicious hickey but close up you could see the bloody teeth marks and purple suctioned skin I grabbed a paper tower and washed it off then putting some antiseptic on it

It stung like crazy and I sissed in pain but I couldn't forget the sudden closeness my father showed and how he let go of my hair and held me gently I was confused and most of all...blushing but I knew it was fruitless because no way id act on these urges he is my father and I cant let some intrusive thought make me commit incest not like he would let me anyways...right?