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3 October 1995
(Tw: blood/emetophobia)

It was a full moon and I went with Sirius and remus to the shack
In a horrible twist of fate I accidentally switched back to my human form making remus (as wolf) lash out and claw my stomach
I didnt let it show and just hid the wound under a few bandages and my uniform

I was walking to charms with harry and ron
We where talking
"I know its ridiculous that they think I-"

A sudden wave of nausea hit me and in a hall full of students
I threw up
But instead of it being normal vomit
Thick red blood ran down my face and soaked into my clothing
Then the dizziness
I sank to my knees landing with my hands in the crimson puddle on the floor as my stomach turned again and another batch of red splashed on the stone floor

Harry panicked and started patting my back and holding my hair
Ron got startled and stood there staring like a deer in headlights
When I threw up for the third time
Harry signaled professor mcgonagall
Who hauled me off the ground then notices the puddle of blood under me and the fact it's still coming out my mouth

She lifts me up and brings me to the infirmary
Madam pomfrey immediately walks towards me when she sees professor mcgonagall walk in with me
She started patting me down and I flinched when she patted the wound on my abdomen she lifted up my shirt and saw the blood soaked bandages on my stomach
She laid me down on a bed and took the bandages off to see the big clawmark I saw my own intestine and almost threw up a third time
She Tutted and took out some numbing cream and stitching needles and thread
She stitched the slashes closed as much as she could and wiped the blood
She helped me change into some new clothes as mine had been soaked in blood and gave me a sleeping draught
About 3 hours later I wake up my eyelids still heavy
Through my rouse I can see remus sitting next to my bed he looks like he has seen a ghost
Maybe because of the moon
He speaks
"Delphini... I am so sorry"

He was staring down at the stitches in my stomach and I quickly pulled my shirt down

"Its okay moony I swear it didnt hurt... so much"

"I feel so bad delphini I'm so sorry it's all my fault I'm so so sorry"

"Moony... it's my fault I transformed back out my animagus form on accident"

Remus looked at me with a solemn expression his eyes where bloodshot and he looked more than exhausted

In that moment a wave of nausea hit me again and blood dripped out my mouth as I tried to hold it in
The nurse quickly shoved a bucket under my nose and I threw up again this time it was less red and not as bloody

Remus felt guilty for the rest of the day

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