Born A Weapon

the truth will out

OCTOBER 21st 1994
(Long chapter and mentions of child abuse)
The daily profit released an article on the relationship between bellatrix and Voldemort and it's all everyone can talk about I made it through breakfast in history it's normal quiet it was now buzzing people wouldn't stop talking about my parents I got more and more anxious as the hour went on as a stress response I started tugging at my hair ginny noticed this and said
"delphini it's going to be okay it'll all be over soon I promise"
she walked to a group of kids and asked them to stop they didnt listen and as the day went on I got more and more on edge going from pulling my hair out to scratching my skin open I stopped talking to people I only talked to luna nobody else after dinner in the dorm me and luna where talking and she reminded me of my medication I have new medication I have to take a shot every night I was not having it luna sent hermione to get a teacher because I was having violent flashbacks and started getting a manic episode Sirius and hermione walked into the dorm room 5 minutes later I was deep in a manic episode and was banging my head into a wall with luna trying to stop me Sirius went up to me to give me my shot but luna warned him that that wouldn't be a good idea he did it anyway but before he could give me the shot I turned around and hit him in the stomach the killer trans slipped over me and I couldn't stop it this time I went full psyco my mind focused on one thing getting away and being alone for a bit mcgonagall arrived now with a straight jacket together they tried to get me in it but I kicked and hit until after 30 minutes I let them I was in the straight jacket to my luck only hermione and luna were there to see it and they were both trying to calm me I was laying on the floor bleeding from my head because I had violently thrown myself on the floor 3 times Sirius grabbed a needle out of his pocket and gave it to mcgonagall who had my shot in a bigger dose to calm me down but mcgonagall gave the shot with needle to luna who calmly explained what her intent was and she gave me the shot I didnt resist I let her I got very sleepy and fell asleep after 1 hour I woke up in the hospital wing with luna and Sirius sitting next to me luna said
"oh your awake thank the gods"
and kissed me on the forehead and on the cheek Sirius with a few bandaids on his arms said
"you are really strong wow you almost won from me and professor mcgonagall"
I said still a little sleepy
"sorry I dont know what got over me I think the pressure was a little to much"
luna said
"it's okay it'll all be okay I should have waited a little longer with the shot"
I look her in the eyes and said
"you did everything perfectly its fully and only my fault I shouldn't be so selfish"
Sirius said offended
"you are anything but selfish you would get cut to shreds to save a life I just know it"
I look at Sirius with a guilt in my heart knowing everything I did I look at my legs and back at Sirius he says
"what?? NO not lasero right?"
I nod and say
"lasero sectemsempra and a good old dagger they leaves no options untried"
luna says shocked
" WHAT I thought it was healing"
and she proceeds to pull up my pant leg I take off my fake skin charm and the thick red and silver Marks appear some neat and uniform some crisscrossing over each other wound inches deep and some just scratches the one thing they have in common they are all done with violence and anger Sirius falls back in his chair he sighs out loud and says
"Merlin I thought mine where bad"
I look at him with confusion and ask "did your mother do this two"
he answers
"yes she did but not this violently they where very neat"
he also pulled up his pant leg showing the straight neat uniform silver scars covering his leg he said
"on both sides but not so bad in comparison"
madam pomfrie walked over and gasped saying
"oh dear who did that"
I shut off I made no sound she grabbed a bandage and started wrapping my leg luna slowly pulled up the other pant leg madam pomfrie was flabbergasted she said
"would you mind taking you pants and t-shirt off dear so I can help you" Sirius stood up I asked him where he was going he said
"it's not appropriate for me to stay sorry"
and he walked away I took of my clothes except for my undergarments my whole body covered in the same thick cuts and scars but now showing deep normally live threatening stabwounds on my neck chest stomach and thighs big black and purple bruises everywhere and a big scratch across my back fenrir had gotten mad at me and had scratched me luna said
"delphini it has gotten worse how come"
I calmly explained how I was now using myself as a human shield for the victims instead of killing them she hugged me and said eyes filled with tears
"delphini your such a loving and caring person I'm so glad your mine" madam pomfrie was still in shock standing there staring at the big stab wounds in my chest and said
"dear how are you not dead I mean that's fatal"
i simply say
"its simple I'm immortal"
she looked utterly confused and called Dumbledore down to the hospital to explain or confirm I was unsure but let it happen Dumbledore arrived and explained further I was left on bedrest and close inspection for a week