08-03-1996
Its been 2 days since I caved and I am beginning to crave it again I have a feeling like I wont be able to resist it much longer no one has noticed just yet and I haven't told anyone
11-03-1996
5 days now and the urge is getting worse i need the feeling again and i am trying not to think about it but it is getting so excruciating and i have more bruises because of mother and my head still hurts from the slap i got from father after suggesting i dont join the new mission and learn for my muggle studies test
16-03-1996
Its been 10 days and i caved again
I had particularly bad beating from mother after she heard about me taking muggle studies and my legs hurt so much from the lacero curse
My jeans where stained with blood and the intense burning the send shivers down my spine every time i moved because my pants rubbed past my legs
I went out to Hogsmeade once more with a little stack of galleons in my pocket an came back feeling more guilty than ever
I got more this time and i was hoping the feeling would last longer this time
I sat down in my dorm bathroom locking the door and looking at myself in the mirror regretting it all but then rememberig the the absolutely amazing feeling it gave me last time
I sat down in the bathtub to prevent the crash i made last time and i swallowed the pill waiting for the feeling to set in i ran my finger across the rim of the bathtub and felt the pain in my legs lift almost instantly i leaned my head back and let out a satisfied whimper
22-03-1996
Its been 6 days and i already need more and i know its getting out of hand but i am afreaid to alarm anyone harry had told me that i had seemed diffrent the day i took i the second time but i had lied my way through it
24-03-1996
I got more and a higher dose than last time i am getting closer to needing a high dose because i want the feeing to lasts longer
I sat down in the bathtub once more holding the two little pills in my hand i quickly flung them in my mouth and swallowed
The few second wait and then the relief
I leaned my head back and the pain on my body disapeared but i got dizzy and nautious the world bagan spinning and i knew it wasnt good
I know the amount i took was a lot but i hadnt expected it to go like this
Before i knew it the world was going black and i passed out
I felt someone shake my body but i couldnt open my eyes or say anything and i groaned my head began spinning even more rapidly and i threw up someone pulled me up to stop me from choking on my vomit but i couldnt figure out who it was
I heard loud yelling and i tried to cover my ears my head spinning even more wildly and someone opened my eye shining a bright light in it i tried to push them away but the didnt let me
I couldnt understand a thing they said and now there where two people hoisting me up and holding me up i tried to open my eyes once more but the world spun around me and i vomited once more and closed my eyes again
after some time of them carrying me in hurried steps we arrived at the hospital wing where there where a lot loud voices that suddenly went quiet as (I presume) madam pomfret cast a silencing spell
She led me to the bed and tucked me in then she slipped a sleeping drought in my mouth I tried to resist I didnt want to sleep But I couldnt fight the sleep drought
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Born A Weapon
FanfictionDelphini riddle Voldemort's daughter isn't really what her father had expected her to be she rebels against him but suffers the consequences together with her friends and girlfriend she gets into the craziest situations (This is my personal shiftin...
