Isabella Evergreen
Pain. all Isabella could feel, is pain. Theodore couldn't help her with this. This wasn't like the pain from her father. It was something different. It was something more. She hated this feeling and wanted to feel something else. Anything but this feeling.
Isabella had a very familiar feeling. An urge to do something. Something she wanted to do for a while.
Isabella dug through her bag and pulled out the thing she needed. Once she broke off the piece she needed, she took off her trousers. She put the piece to the skin on her thigh. She saw red. The blood dripped to the tile floor, from her arm. Immediately she felt the pain on her thigh and not from her heart.
Once she finished her shower and put on her clothes, covering her scars. She looked at the cut that was covered with her loose clothing and looked in the mirror.
She remembered. She remembered telling Theodore she won't do it again. The pain she felt soon turned to regret. Shit shit shit.
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When Isabella found out Theodore wouldn't come with her today, a tear shedded down her cheek. "I'll be there in the morning. I promise." were his words. He never broke his promises. Not yet anyway.
Isabella's thigh was still sore when she was on the train. Her mother was reading the papers, while Isabella was reading a book. Pride and Prejudice was Isabella's new favourite book. Not just for the plot, but because Theodore read it to her.
But as Isabella was reading, there was one thing on her mind. Theo. It's only been an hour and she missed him. She felt out of place without him. She always felt at home with him.
Isabella widened her eyes and lifted her head. "Shit." Isabella said.
Mary Ann looked at the girl. "What is it? What's wrong?" she asked, sounding concerned.
Isabella stood quickly, putting her book on her seat where she was last sitting. "I have to use the loo." she said, walking to the restroom.
She can't be falling in love. How can she fall in love when love doesn't even exist? Love is only experienced in movies or books. Not in real life. Does it?
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if we just had time.
Romance⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of abuse, drugs, alcohol, death, blood, rape, sexual assault, blades, and knives. so if you are triggered by any of these it is best for you to not read this book. to the boy who thought he would never hurt her, to the girl who thoug...
