Forelsket

52: Ashikaga Flower Park

Chaeyeon's POV:

It was night time already and our last stop before going back to Tomi's House was the Ashikaga Flower Park. Albeit Winter, the lovely and lively lights that  surrounds the park was beautiful. The glint in Sakura's eyes as it wandered around the whole illuminated park has got to be one of my best memories with her. We were soon left to ourselves as we walked aimlessly at the Flower Park, the lights were illuminating our every steps. Until we reached an arc decorated with tiny fairy lights and imitation flowers that seemed to bloom through the coldest winter nights. We were facing each other, a smile etched on her face and for a few moments her eyes shined brighter than the lights in the park, before changing again into her mixed emotions type of eyes. It was frightening to see her eyes right at this exact moment, cause it seemed so torn and lost, it was the last thing I wanted her to feel. I took a step towards her and held my hands against her face, I held her face with both of my hands and my thumbs brushed her cheeks. I felt her lean on the thumbs and her eyes changed again into tranquil and calm eyes. I leaned towards her and studied her eyes for a few moments, tilting my head slightly to the side. I saw her do the same and arched her upper body to meet mine. Our lips, almost touched each other's but I stopped myself for a few moments and her eyes were pleading to me, to come and kiss her on the lips, her eyes were insatiable and I would want nothing more but to give her a satiating kiss on her lips, her cheeks, her forehead and everything that my two eyes can see.

I inched closer for a few moments, I would've just kissed her if she came some four years ago, but seeing her now, in front of me, it made me nervous again, like how I used to be when I was about to kiss Yerin on the lips. It wracked my nerves, strumming in my soul, like an unforgettable beat or strums of the guitar and drums. It was overwhelming. Easily the hardest thing I ever had to do, it seemed like forever, since I felt this nerve wracking decisions. My mind told me to just kiss her passionately, while my heart said to be gentle and patient with Sakura, she was after all my fate, my destiny and everything else in between me losing Yerin, Skylar Unnie and Alex Unnie. She was my dream, that I wondered for so long if I would ever have the chance to see her vulnerably kissing me, surrendering her whole mind, body, heart and soul to and now, right at this instance, I had the answers staring back at me. She looked so serene, her eyes did all the talking and calming, as she was meeting my lips, leaning in ever so slowly, she inched a few more and closes her eyes, much like what she does whenever I give her forehead kisses.

The purest type of kiss one could ever give, because it symbolizes adoration, affection and apologies or accepting the grievances the other person being kissed on the forehead had. I apologized numerous times by placing a soft kiss on her forehead, I apologized for how I am and for the things I failed to do for her prior to us meeting each other and getting to know ourselves in a deeper perspective, I apologize to her for having gone through so much at the hands of Mister Akimoto, Matsui-san and Murashige-san. I leaned closer to her as I felt our steady breathing, hit each other's faces. My mind happily wanted me to just go for it and kiss the day lights out of Sakura, but my heart won, my heart that told me to inch a little more closer and place a reverent, patient and gentle kiss to her pursed lips, like Sana Unnie always does to us, her babies. These were my thoughts as I watched our lips hover by each other. Waiting for that final push to kiss her. I took a deep breathe as I leaned in and started to kiss her gently, my tongue didn't show up anywhere near her lips, I felt her lips move, asking for more, hungry kisses.

Oh my gad someone help the princess! Was what my angel form berated in my mind while the other half was arguing back for the angel side to shut the fuck up and just go with the flow. I can't with my brain, I granted Sakura a deeper kiss before pulling away to stop my brain from arguing back with the angel side. Then realization hit us, there were eyes on us, we looked back to the crowd and saw our members gathered in a half circle, everyone was watching what just happened. Gad damn it! Their teasing eyes, wiggly eyebrows going up and down, their dorky faces, Gad please allow the spot where I am standing now to open up and swallow me whole. I straightened myself and glared at the dorky members I have. I took the initiative to walk out of there and grabbed Sakura's hand, pulling her along for our escape from the prying eyes our members were giving us.