𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞?
she's just a normal international fan who's having a normal life, until she met a mystery guy who always orders a lot of beverages at her part time workpl...
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"eomma?"
i quickly snapped out of my thought as i heard a cute soft voice in front of me. we are now at the cafe that i am working at but as a customer of course. The lunch boxes are now in front of us and Rokkie is enjoying eating the meal meanwhile me can already get full watching him.
"is it delicious?" i asked, smiling at him. even though he's just 3 years old, but he can already eat by himself and dress on his own. he's very independent, and cute.
"mhm, eomma should try! Grandma's cooking is always delicious" he said with a full mouth. I just laughed at him and start eating the meal. As i was eating, my eyes kept glancing at the cashier, where Miso is.
earlier when we arrived at the cafe, me and Miso made an eye contact, her eyes were darting at me and the child in my arms. but she respect me and just shrugged her thoughts and welcomed us.
"eomma, open your mouth" Rokkie said with a spoon filled with food pointing at my mouth. i giggled before open my mouth and he feed me softly. i munched the foods and stare at him who is laughing with eyes closing.
how can he be so cute?
as we continued eating and talking about random things and laughing out loud, we now came to a silent end. i saw Rokkie stare down at the food before he asked a question.
"are you okay, eomma?"
i was shocked at his question, my heart softened as he's concerned about me. "i'm okay, Rokkie. no need to worry" i said before messing with his hair when he looked down.
"i'm sorry on behalf of Uncle Ji" oh, i didn't know that i raised a gentlemen this whole time. i swear there will be so many girls fingerling over this gentlemen in front of me in the future.
"it's not your fault, prince" he loves that nickname so much when i first called him that last year.
"okay.." he smiled. i wish Eunji can see how he had grown into... a kind gentlemen. he sure have that kindness from you, Eunji.
my head now is filled with thoughts about Alya. gosh how can a girl can make me go crazy all day? she sure is not just some kind of a girl. i mean, how can she just kissed me on the cheeks and then immediately ran off after that? she has some nerves to mess with me. i swear the next time i see her, i'll ki-
"hyung"
my thoughts snapped and i quickly sit up straight on my bed. Jeongin is leaning on my room door, wearing a green sweatshirt with pororo pants.
"what" i asked him before getting off my bed and walked to him. "chan-hyung makes us dinner" he said, putting a hand on my right shoulder before walk away to the kitchen and with me followed behind.
"i made a kimchi stew, let's eat together" Chan-hyung said before calling out the others. i sit on the chair beside Changbin-hyung who is busy with his phone. "hey seungmin" he greeted me, but not looking up from his phone and i just waved in return.
"I can't wait for the fan meeting" i heard a bright voice came in the dining area and saw Felix jumping, approaching us. "sit still" Chan-hyung said, grabbing Felix's arms and signalled him to sit in front of me.
"i too can't wait for it. it's been a while since the last time i met STAY" i said, my eyes glancing at the table and at Felix who is smiling so widely while nodding.
"they will be very surprised when they will see the Silent Cry choreography" Han said, imitating the dance while sitting. "they will be more surprised with us covering Call Me Baby" Hyunjin snickered before sitting beside me on my right side.
"Chan must have planned to show his abs at the fan meeting seeing him working out earlier" Minho-hyung said while smirking at flustered Chan and earned a gasped from Jeongin.
"poor STAY's eyes" Jeongin said, fake crying and earned a 'cute' from everyone.
we then start eating our meal and the sound of slurping filled the dining area. it was silent before Han broke the silence with asking me a question that made everyone stopped eating.
"Ah, right. Seungmin-ah, i heard you bought two tickets for the fan meeting" he asked while tilting his head to the left. gosh, how can it spread so quickly?
"really?" oh shit, Chan's curious mode has turned on.
i scratched the back of my neck before saying; "it's not a big deal" and continued eating.
"who are you buying for?" i heard Changbin asked, and his eyes on me now while slurping the food.
"friends" i said, trying to hide the nervous feeling by continue eating.
"btw, the LoveStay ring is so beautiful" OH GOD THANKS HYUNJIN. i faced him and earned a wink from him while he patting my lap, trying to ease my nervousness.
"yeah, i bet STAY are dying to buy it" Felix said, pointing out the 'dying'.
i just smirked, imagining Alya drooling over the ring meanwhile me already bought it for her.
"how does jealousy feel like?"
"that's SO random, I.N" Jisung replied and i nodded to Jisung's responses.
"what? you haven't felt jealousy before?" Minho-hyung asked with widened eyes.
"that's not what i meant. you know, the love jealousy?"
"ahh, our maknae hasn't experienced love life" Changbin making fun of Jeongin.
"pfft, you haven't experienced love life too, hyung" Felix replied and cause everyone laughing meanwhile Changbin denied loudly.
"it felt like you want her attention." i broke the laughter and didn't realised that i was talking out loud when everyone's staring at me but Jeongin signalled me to continue.
"well, it felt like you want her attention on you, and only you. not anyone else. it felt like you will lose if you don't compete for her attention. it felt like you want her to loved you more than anyone else. it will also made you insecure. like why? am i not good enough or he is more better than me?" i said calmly thinking about what happened earlier with Alya while everyone paying attention to me.
"you sound like you have experienced it."
"uh..in high school, yeah! yk, first love?" i tried to make an excuse but i guess i just make it worse.
"seungmin had a first love? did i hear it right?" chan-hyung teased me and now everyone's laughing and teasing me.
