Help me. | l.s. (mpreg) [Book 1]

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You will probably get another chapter tonight or tomorrow (it depends) because we're soon reaching 3k and you know what that means. Also you get another chapter tomorrow, bc as you know I update every three days and tomorrow is the third day of my updating schedule, so be prepared. 

I don't know if I make sense, but oh well. Happy reading besties. Love you. x

"How are you feeling?" Liam asked Harry when he joined him at the table outside for lunch on the campus.

"Like shit, Liam." Harry sighed frustrated. "I don't know what to do. I miss him so much." He looked up with tears stinging in his eyes helplessly.

"I know, bud. But it will get less with time." Liam said gently, but Harry frowned.

"Don't you think we can fix it?" He mumbled. Liam's face crumbled and a frown creased on his forehead. "Be honest, please."

"I don't think so." Liam said slowly.

"Did Zayn tell you anything?" Harry asked carefully. He didn't know if he wanted to know what Louis was doing, but he was curious and he needed to know if there was a chance if he would reach out to him at some point.

"No." Liam said quickly, but Harry didn't believe him.

"Liam, please." He begged. "You're my best friend. I just need to know."

Liam sighed contemplating to tell Harry, but it felt wrong lying to him so he exhaled another deep breath ad slumped his shoulders.

"He is back to being like he was before you two were...well. But Zayn said it's even worse. He doesn't give a shit about anything and he...he's searching for a new sub."

Harry should've guessed it, but it still hit him with full force. His eyes welled up immediately and his head was spinning just at the thought of Louis fucking someone else, calling him pet names, caring about someone else than him. Would he now sleep with his further subs in one bed? Would he cuddle with them and kiss them? Would he trust them like he had trusted Harry when they had done it without protection?

"Harry, breathe." Liam said concerned and placed a hand on his shoulder and Harry didn't notice that he wasn't breathing anymore until he inhaled deeply. "Trust me, you don't want to know what Louis' doing. You need to distract yourself to get over him." He said softly.

"Why are you so cruel?" Harry whispered with wide glassy eyes as he looked at his best friend.

"Haz, I'm not cruel. I just want to be honest with you. Would you feel better if I lied to you, hm?" Liam asked gently.

"Yes." A sob escaped Harry's lips and Liam was quick to pull him in his arms.

"What's going on?" Niall slumped down on the chair opposite of the two men. Liam just shot him an annoyed look, Niall knew exactly what was going on, but he just acted dumb like always and it was getting on his nerves.

Niall was still a bit distant to Harry because of what he had done. Sure, it wasn't Niall's business but he felt so bad for Louis especially after what he had done for him and how he had changed just because of Harry. They weren't in a relationship, but Niall thought it was still some kind of cheating considering how hard it had been for Louis to open up to Harry and even after that he had betrayed him. But what made Niall really angry was that Harry was constantly crying and searching for pity when it had clearly been his fault. He still tried to be there for his best friend but he didn't make such an effort as Liam did.

"You'll get over it." Niall mumbled.

"I know you're angry with me and what I did, that doesn't mean I don't care. I still love him." Harry snapped through teary eyes.