Eleven Years

CHAPTER 14

11th STREET MAILBOX
14 YEARS AGO


Dear Rosie,



It's been a while baby.

I didn't know that our trip would last for three months in Florida. I'm sorry.

We didn't have phone calls, letters, greetings nor a simple anything that could make our communication well.

It broke my heart.

Literally broke my heart to know that you're leaving Philly soon. Why? I just came back and now you're leaving. Where are you going? Tell me Rosie, I'm still your man and you're still my girl. We're still together as one, so, tell me everything. I'm dying to know the reason.

I had a lot of memories in Florida but I am not in a mood to share it now. I'm feeling different and sad. There were times that I called my driver just to look out for you and he mentioned that he hadn't seen you for weeks and weeks, not even in school, not even in your front porch. Is there any problem? I will always be here. I will come to your house later and I hope you will be there.

I'm worried about you. Honestly, I can't sleep these days, you're all in my mind Rosie. I stole a can of beer in my dad's fridge last night just to ease my anxiousness. I don't want us to fade, I want us to stay stronger than ever...

I will never be like my real dad who just left my mother without a reason. I watched her cried all night and all months because of my stupid biological dad and I promise to myself that I will never ever follow his cruel path. I am now Jared Boston not a Walter anymore and I will do the best thing...for a girl, for someone like you.
School is ending soon. I want to celebrate my summer with you. I want to be with you. I miss your hugs and kisses these months. I'm longing for your existence. 

I love you Rosie, I love you with all my heart. When I saw those girls in Florida, all my thoughts led me to you because you're the only one in my mind and I couldn't think of anything else. Believe me.

I'm thinking of you, always and every day Rosie. Please let's talk, let's do some memories again. Let's make a remarkable night of our lives. I'm ready for it.
I'm too blue because I want to be with YOU.


But you're too confusing and it keeps breaking my heart.


'I will do everything to make you smile, laugh and worth it. Remember that Rosie. Bye for now.'


Love,


Jared