It's almost as if the end of the world, in my head, is right around the corner.
Honestly, I don't understand how I've survived the past few months out here.
I'm really fucking miserable.
And it's not even anything in particular, just my thoughts constantly doing their best to stress me out to the Max.
Also, people in life sometimes can be Big disappointments. Especially those you have chosen to invest all your faith, hope, and love into.
If they've decided to drop you, and never look back again, the Least they can do is give you a little heads up. Make it a more gradual progression, right?
Nope.
People suck, royally.
I'm also just being bitter because... why not?
But it hurts sometimes, you know?
When the one person in your life that you have treasured the most leaves you for somebody else.
Not as if I haven't tried to get them back.
Pull on the rope that was connected to the shore,
Try to drag them a bit closer to the heart again.
But no,
They've disappointed, probably unintentionally.
Although, no, they definitely know what they're doing, what they're actions mean - or lack their of in this particular situation.
Oh well.
Go live your fucking life then,
I'll just waste away here forever.
Don't check up on me anymore.
I'm going to rot in the bitterness that's been eating away at my heart since August.
Goodbye.
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Song: 2011 (5 Seconds of Summer)
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