Again

Untitled Part 5

Levi's POV

I can't believe I'm fucking saying this but I'm fucking nervous for today. Whenever I think about talking to him I get this feeling in my stomach and I hate it. I just want to use my nails to claw at my stomach to get these 'butterflies' out of there. How can girls stand it?! I would of already killed myself if I was a girl that has a crush on someone. Hopefully that doesn't happen to anyone though, they deserve better. Shit.... Is this what I'm feeling? Do I have a crush on I guy I barely know? Someone that I don't even know what their face looks like? It would later be a crush when he turns me down as my feelings will crush like thousands of mirrors that surrounds my glassy heart.

What the hell am I thinking of?! Well, that's what I think of crushes that eventually might kill you in the end. Their giant hand crush your bones until you bleed out every last ounce, every last drop. Why would he like me though? First of all, he doesn't really know me that well as I don't really have an idea on him either. Second, he can have any girl he wanted or guy if he's even gay or not with the way Hanji described him. Third, I'm told I'm a cold-hearted ass with no ways of ever loving a person for my neutral facial features. I hate everyone and everything that is true, but I do show interests in things. That's one of the reasons why I travel everywhere. I don't even know what time it is when Hanji came, well more like barged into my room and starts to wake the neighbors with her screaming.

"Llllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvvvvvviiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She runs in and tackles me to the ground, laughing as she gets up and jumps around.

"What the fuck is it now Shitty-glasses? I'm trying to get ready," I mumble as I walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

"Oh, I see you're trying to look spic and span for your man. Oh la la," she fans herself outside my door as I ran my fingers through my hair.

"Shut up will you? You're giving me a headache and we're not even out of the house yet," I said as I walked out of the bathroom to reach for my jacket when she stops me with her hand.

"Look. I know I can be annoying at times, but here me out on this one please. When you talk to Eren, I want you to have fun and just be happy. Even though, you might want romance. If it doesn't turn into one, I don't want you to be upset. What I'm trying to say is just.... Well, just have fun and if it works out then it works out," she said giving me a small smile as she fixes her glasses.

"Well alright, I guess I'll try then. Even though half of that don't make sense. I'll keep that in mind. T-Thank you," it was hard to admit it as I grabbed my dark green jacket to put on.

"Although, if you guys do hit it off..... You guys are going to fuck each other until you guys can't walk the next day!" She says as her nose started to bleed again.

"What the fuck?! Whatever, I'm not even going to listen to you anymore. Let's go already so we don't be late," I walked out of the room as a drooling Hanji follows.

"Wah! All of the noises and sounds they can make! I wonder who tops?! Yes!" She dies having these thoughts on their way out to meet up with Eren.

Eren's POV

I am so bored.

There is nothing going on in this boring ass city. The culprits were taken to custody and are being questioned about their illegal sales. I don't even know why we're here in the first place! I guess the anger showed on my face for Mikasa and Armin are trying to calm me down, mainly Armin.

"Hey, calm down. Eren, it's just patrolling. If anything goes wrong then we call for backup and that's all. Once it's done then we're done for today," he said giving me a small smile.