❌Chapter 11: New Love❌

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*Ryder's POV*
After me screaming my head off at Nate, the room goes silent and everyone looks taken aback at my outburst "hey, um... We are just gonna take Nate back and then come and see how you are doing okay?" Gilinsky says and walks out with Johnson following, next minute "how dare you fucking punch her!" I hear Gilinsky scream and then see him tackle Nate to the ground. I run out and grab Gilinsky from behind as he goes to throw a punch at Nate. He instantly relaxes at my touch and runs his hands through his hands out of frustration. He turns around and instantly brings me into a hug, i wrap my arms around him tighter and let loose. I drop as he drops with me and pulls me into his lap as i cry my eyes out. About everything.

The fact that im still not over my mums death completely
The fact that my dad is gone and probably doesn't give 2 shits about us
The fact that i still like the piece of shit that hit me about 10 minutes ago
The fact that i am ugly, worthless, stupid, fat. Everything you would find in an imperfect girl.

He tells me soothing words as they all just watch me break down and at this point i dont care. I finally had the guts to look at the face that caused this whole thing. His face was full of sorrow and disappointment, i get up and help Gilinsky up as i look at him once more "stay away from me Maloley. I never want to talk to you. I never want to look at you. I never want to be near you" i say as i walk inside with everyone but Nate hot on my trails. I walk straight up to my room and slammed the door shut. No one come up because they understand that i just want to be alone. I walk in to my wardrobe and take a look at myself in the mirror. A really good look like im standing here looking at all the flaws and imperfections on my body. I am one big flaw. Fuck! Im so down in the dumps today its not even funny. I walk back downstairs and see everyone in the lounge room just being silent and staring at nothing "hey..." I say and they instantly get up and hug me, i hug them back and giggle at how much i love my best friends. "Does anyone know if there's any parties on tonight?" I ask and see Gilinsky smirk "no, but my parents aren't home. Why not throw one?" He suggests and i smirk with him "then what are we waiting for?" I ask and we instantly break away and go our different ways to start getting ready. Its like 12:00 in the afternoon, why not start drinking early?

I just finished putting on my long sleeved weed mid drift and black leggings with see through bits throughout them. I pair it with a black snapback that says 'DOPE' and black strappy heels. I walk downstairs to see the little squad already here. I walk over to G, JJ and Sammy and hug them while giving them a kiss on the cheek. We walk out to G's jeep and squish in, it goes:
Gilinsky driving, me in the passenger seat and Andrea, JJ and Sammy squished into the back. We pull out and i plug my phone into Jack's AUX cord and hit shuffle. The first song that comes on is 'Touchin', Lovin' by Trey Songz and Niki Minaj. We jam out all the way to Gilinsky's to this song and it finishes as we get into his driveway. We walk in and i see huge ass speakers everywhere, strobe/ lazer lights, smoke machines, drinks and the food already set up. Its already 2 considering we all took like 2 hours just to get ready. I hear a knock on the door and open to see its the first group of people, i shoot them a smile and scoot aside to let them in i get mumbles of 'thanks' and 'looks like a sick party' even 'you lookin' fine'. I close the door only having to open it again for the second group of people

Its been about an hour now and the party is sick.... That was until i see Nate walk in with ol' slutty hole Mallory. He has his hand around her waist and showing her off like a trophy "dont be to proud about it, she is just a slut" i mumble before grabbing two drinks and down them within seconds. Gilinsky walks over to be and snakes his arms around my waist as i cling onto his biceps "he pretty lady" he says and i giggle but look over at Nate who is currently glaring at us. Gilinsky follows my eyes and sees Nate before dragging me upstairs into his room "why are you still in love with him after what he did Ryder?" He asks and runs his fingers through his hair "i... I dont know but why do you care so much?" I ask looking down and fiddling with my fingers "BECAUSE I LIKE YOU!" He screams and i snap my head up in shock "you.. Wait... What?!" I ask still shocked "i like you..." He mumbles before turning around about to walk out but i turn him around and pull him down to kiss me "does that tell you how i feel about you?" I ask while smiling at him, his smile expands and nods his head "Ryder, do me the honours of being my perfect girlfriend?" He asks "yes" i say and bring him in for another kiss. I've always liked Gilinsky but i liked Nate more... Until 2 days ago when i got to know the real Nate and the real Gilinsky, the caring, loving one.

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Got more instore so pretty much part two of the party? Yeah. Anyway, love you all and stay perf

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