Hepe
"HOW can we fix this?"
I don't want him to leave me. I am desperate!
Napapikit ito sabay hawak sa kanyang ilong.
"I don't like your attitude, because you are very hard to understand. You know that I hate demanding people!" sigaw niya pa habang naiinis.
"I'm sorry, babe!" halos maiyak na ako. Ayokong iwan niya ako. H-hindi ko kakayanin iyon!
We had a misunderstanding last night so I went here to his condo today to fix everything; because I don't want to end our relationship.
Kinaumagahan, nagising akong wala siya sa tabi. Nakalulungkot nga ngunit ako'y nasasanay na rin. Tumayo ako para maghanda. Napag-isipan kong magluto para sa kanya. I checked my phone to see his message, but there's none.
Where did he go?
Sadly, I am his girlfriend but don't have any updates about him.
Naiinis na ako pero naalala kong dapat maging understanding girlfriend ako. Iyon ang pinakagusto niya at ayaw kong mag-aaway na naman kami.
We've been for years and I see my future in him.
The doctor called me about the schedule of my operation. Gusto kong samahan niya ako ngunit ayaw niya. Paano raw kami magsasama kung bawal akong galawin dahil sa magiging kondisyon ko? Isa pa, ayaw niya sa maraming arte raw. Nagdadalawang-isip na naman tuloy ako kung itutuloy ko ba.
His opinions matter to me the most.
Hours have passed and I still haven't received even a single message from him. I know he's busy and he cannot remind me of his schedule. His name is Caden, son of a family friend. He's also a model like me but in swimwear. I'm also thinking of that, but my mom doesn't want me to try it. She's not fine with it, because according to her, she treats me like a gem.
Tiningnan ko ang post namin. Kilala kami sa pagiging 'perfect couple' dito sa mundo.
Kung alam lang nila minsan na binubugbog niya ako. Hindi ko rin maiwan kasi mahal ko eh.
I know he's deeply in love with me because I am deeply in love with him.
Napaamoy ako sa sarili. God, I missed his scent!
I saw lipstick while looking for a knife. I cursed as a reaction.
Is he still bringing girls into his condo?!
Lagpas darili ko na siyang nahuhuli. Akala ko ay hindi na ulit ito mambabae?!
Napakaayos ng usapan namin last week. Nagsurprise pa ito gamit ang eroplano!
Nagpadala rin ito ng 10,000 roses sa bahay.
"Nag-ooverthink ka lang, Ellen."
I tried to call him. Limang beses na akong tumatawag, hindi pa rin ito sumasagot!
Now, I tried to calm myself. Baka naiwan lamang ang lipstick na ito at hindi niya nailigpit dahil hindi naman siya naglilinis ng kanyang condo.
He already said sorry. He won't do this again. Baka ilang buwan na ang nakalipas at sa dating babae niya pa ito.
Nanginginig ko itong hinawakan. This is expensive! Only girls like me could afford it. His mom sometimes comes here to his condo and cooks for him as I do.
Baka sa kanya ito.
Biglang nagrinig ang phone.
"Ellen?!" iritado niyang sigaw sa aking pangalan.
BINABASA MO ANG
Y'all Have Angels
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