Mated To The Devil

Chapter 34: Missed me?

Natasha's POV

I rolled over to the other side of the bed again hoping to finally be able to sleep but to no avail.

I let out a loud sigh, getting all frustrated.

It's already been like this for a week now and it's seriously getting really frustrating.

A week after what happened with Valerian.

I groaned when images of me kneeling in front of him flashed in my mind again now that I think of it.

Ah, fuck!

This scenario is already so familiar to me that it's almost like I'm getting deja vu.

Sleepless nights again. . just like the first time Valerian kissed.

I was like this for three days after that kiss. And now, I'm back at it again, but it's worst than the first time because what happened is more than just a kiss. It was something more.

I kinda avoided Valerian and I didn't talk to him after that for the sole reason that he didn't talk to me as well. And it's already been a week that we didn't have a conversation or anything. He would just glance at me whenever he sees me and I do the same. And honestly, I'm grateful that we don't really interact after that because just like before, I wouldn't know what to say to him, and worse, every time I see Valerian, all I remember is his manhood inside my mouth, and how he ordered me to swallow his seed.

Damn it.

It's beyond awkward, especially since I'm still confused as hell thinking about what happened that night.

If it was just a normal day, I would ask him to take me to his office because I will get bored in his house, but in the past few days, I did my best to at least avoid him even though we live in the same house. I would just stay in my room some other days and for the rest, I would text Elyse if she wants to hang out and I'm so thankful that that woman is always so down to hang out, especially with me.

Spending the days with Elyse is so beneficial because not only that I enjoy being with her but because that means, I wouldn't see Valerian and it's a good thing that he doesn't seem to mind me going out with Elyse for how many days even though Elyse told him and he saw us.

I don't know if Valerian is busy that's why, but I really couldn't care less.

And because of the past days that I hung out with Elyse, my room started to look like a mall already because of all the things she bought for me. Even if I refused to accept the things she buys for me because I'm starting to get embarrassed, I can't do anything but to take them home at the end of the day because Elyse is always adamant about giving and buying me things.

I guess that's just Elyse being Elyse. She likes to buy things for people, that's something that I noticed about her because it's not only me that she's giving things to, she would buy a lot for Valerian too. Expensive watches, coats, suits, perfume, shoes, you name it. She buys everything to give it to us.

Sometimes, I don't even know what to do with all these things. There is just a shit ton of them.

I heaved a sigh when my mind wander back to Valerian again and what happened that night.

I can't deny that I was kinda pissed off when he left me. He left me hanging in there with feelings that I don't know how to deal with. With the feelings that he made me feel. I was literally feeling so hot after everything and he just left me there after he satisfied himself.

I get it, he was punishing me. That was my punishment, but he's a devil for doing that to me-- leaving me and all.

Fuck. . . maybe that was a part of my "punishment"? Leaving me wanting for more?

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"What a bastard," I whispered to myself.

I shivered when all of the sudden, I felt a hot breath that touched my neck.

What the fuck?!

I turned to my back and my heart almost jumped out of my chest when I saw Valerian beside me while looking at me intently.

Oh gosh.

He came out of nowhere and I didn't even notice that he got inside my room!

His eyes are intense as he gazed down at me.

I quickly moved away from him before I will completely suffocate.

"What are you doing here?" I questioned.

It's already deep in the night.

Valerian lay down completely on the bed. His eyes are staring at the ceiling.

He didn't answer.

"Valerian," I called as I furrowed my eyebrows at him.

He's laying in the bed like he didn't just scare the shit out of me just seconds ago.

Do vampires really have this habit or just Valerian? You know, popping out of nowhere, giving people a heart attack.

And maybe, I just know the reason why I was so shocked when I saw him-- I'm not yet ready to face Valerian again but he's here now, making my heart beat fast again and I can't do anything about it.

"Valerian--" I was unable to finish my sentence when all of the sudden, Valerian moved and got on top of me, towering over me.

Shit.

"Shhh," he whispered.

I furrowed my eyebrows at him. "What do you think you're doing?!"

Amusement was plastered on Valerian's face.

"Don't raise your voice on me with the same mouth you used to suck my cock," he whispered.

My nostrils flared up upon hearing what he just said.

Did he go here just to remind me that and to really rub that on my face?!

I gritted my teeth. "You're a bastard!"

"Shhh, Natasha." Valerian shushed me off with his index finger.

Images of me sucking on his finger flashed in my mind.

Damn it.

Valerian will make me lose my sanity.

His hand suddenly traveled to my neck. His finger trailed from my neck down to my collarbone, tracing it.

"Did you miss me?" he asked in a low tone.

I wanted to laugh at his face because of what he said now that he already pissed me off.

"Or it's not me that you missed?" he added making me swallow hard.

Fuck it.