Mated To The Devil

Chapter 35: The Devil's Game

Natasha's POV

I want to tell Valerian to get off me but it's like my body had froze and I can say or do anything. 

He's on top of me right now while looking at me with intense eyes as his fingers softly grazed my collarbone. 

I swallowed hard to calm my always erratic heartbeat when he was so close to me.

"Tell me, Natasha." Valerian paused as he penetrated me with his piercing eyes. 

 I want to avoid his gaze but it's just impossible to when he locked my eyes in with his. 

Damn it. 

"Did you miss me?" He breathed deeply. "When you go out with Elyse and have fun, do you think of me?"

I took a sharp breath when Valerian's hand traveled from my neck to my chest. 

He didn't move his hand and just place it there but it's enough to send my mind into a haywire. 

At this point, I wonder what are things that he would do that won't make me feel like this.

"You've been out pretty late these past few days, what were you doing, huh?" he whispered again but this time, his tone went from calm to firm. His voice came out like as if he's almost accusing. 

"Being a dress up doll for your sister," I replied.

Valerian snickered. "Were there other men?"

I scoffed at his question. "Are you serious right now? Do you think Elyse would even do that to you. He's more than a fan of our pretending."

Valerian looked at me with much amusement on his face. Probably amused by how I talked back. 

I always talk back to him so I wonder what he's so amused about right now. 

"I know my sister won't ever do that to me but you-- would you? Would you do that to me, Natasha?" 

Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to see other men-- not that I want to do that right now, but because of the contract I signed with Valerian, I'm prohibited to do that as we are mates. And as it said in the contract, I have submitted myself to Valerian Fenrir, not just as his mate but now, as a woman. That's exactly what he wants. 

I chuckled slyly. "Knowing you? I would never do that."

I saw how Valerian's eyes darkened because of what I just said. 

"How about you? You seems so buys the past few days, were you fucking other girls?"

Valerian's jaw clenched. 

HA. 

If he wants to play a game I can surely play it with him. He wants to act as the possessive and jealous mate now, and I can do that too. 

I snickered. "Were they multiple girls again, Valerian? Just like what you want?"

I still can't forget that scene at the party when we first met even though time had already pass. I don't think I can ever forget about it when I saw how he is with women-- not just one woman. 

And maybe, I am right, that's what he's busy with the past days that we didn't interact with each other because of that one night. 

Disgusting bastard. 

I can't deny that he made me overthink when he left there hanging, not knowing what exactly just fucking happened. 

"The only woman I'll be fucking is you if you don't stop talking to me like that." He gritted his teeth at me. 

I sucked on my lower lip. 

The corners of Valerian's lip suddenly rose. "That's right, darling. Be good."

Damn it. 

He always got me tongue tied and he knows that, and obviously, it boost his ego. 

I gasped when Valerian suddenly softly massaged my right boobs with his hand.

"W-what are you doing--" I wasn't able to finish my sentence when he did it again. 

Fuck. 

It's insane how can a touch from Valerian can drive me crazy and now that he's doing something more than a touch-- I feel like I'm losing my mind. 

"Shhh, darling. Just relax," he whispered as he started squeezing my boobs softly.

I could just close my eyes at what he's doing. 

I can feel how warm Valerian's hand is even though I'm still wearing clothes and the fabric is covering my skin. I can feel his touch. . . and it's driving me insane.

Valerian is staring at me straight in the eyes as he do wonders with my still-clothed boobs.

And I could just chew on my lower lip as I felt the tension and pleasure starting to form.

It's not helping that we're mates and we have common feelings and pleasure with each other. 

It's a curse to hate someone when he can literally do this to you and make you feel things that you never imagined you will ever feel. 

Fuck my life. 

I held my breath when I felt Valerian's hand traveled to my back and unclasped my bra with ease. 

With literal ease. Seems like someone is an expert in unclasping bras, huh.

Valerian smirked at me before he inserted his hand inside my shirt. 

Fuck. I wonder how many days or weeks of sleepless night I will get again after this. 

Gosh, Natasha. How can you let something like this happen again?!

I could swat Valerian's hand away or at least told him to stop but I don't why I can't. . . or maybe I just don't want to. 

I threw my head back when Valerian I felt Valerian's thumb touch my nipple. He moved his finger in a circle motion, enough to drive me crazy. 

"Oooh," a soft moan escaped from my mouth as he gives me pleasure by his hand doing wonder on my mound.

I want to fight it-- the pleasure, the feeling, but I can't. 

It feels so good and I want it. No matter how hard I try to deny it. . . I want it. 

He's my mate and maybe that's the reason why. 

Or the reason I want to believe. 

"What--" I trailed off when I saw Valerian suddenly get down. 

Now his head is on my chest. 

"Fuck--" My heart hitched when his mouth captured my nipples. 

I don't know what other thing to do but throw my head back because of the thousand of bolts of electricity that electrified my body because of what he just did. 

I felt how warm his mouth is and his tongue. . . his tongue that started to flicked in my nipples.

I can feel how my lips is almost bleeding as I bite it hard trying to contain the moans tat are trying to escape from my mouth. 

"V-valerian," I called stuttering because I'm completely lost in moment and pleasure that I'm feeling right now. 

Just when I thought what happened that night is something-- this, nothing can top when he's the one doing it right now and for damn it, it's not even half of the things yet. 

Valerian ignored me even though I'm sure he heard me crystal clear. 

He just continued to lick and suck on my nipple while his other hand his squeezing my other boob. 

"D-d-don't stop," I muttered.

My body had completely betrayed me. I will die if Valerian will stop and leave me hanging again.