beware the person with depression
it's scary how intense they love
and their validation obsession
takes extreme measures that go beyond aboveany small change in the tone of your voice
and you will caught them wondering
if tired of them you are
like a constant noise
that won't leave until it stingsthe person with depression nobody can handle
that's why constant reassurance they will need
you will be another who will loose this battle
and crying all the night they will, indeedyou won't ever have to worry
because they will never ever cheat
it's their insecurities that won't let them be
and these you won't be able to beatnobody has succeed
nor stayed by their side
even if they claim that even if they bleed
their love they will always providesadly it always turns into a lie
broken promises is the beat in repeat
and they have been crying til the clock hits five
and now they can't even eat in peaceyou promised you wouldn't leave
but a hole in their heart is what you left
you got away with it with a simple text
because you think they are a defecttheir biggest mistake is that they are too intense
they shout and cry all their love out
when you tell them you love them they are in defense
because they know what the ending is aboutthey don't know how to love too little
and that's their biggest mistake
because they know what being lonely feels like
the word space they do not understand"space? did you say space?
i will give you the moon
i even put star stickers in my face
and speakers with space music that go boom""oh you mean that you need time by yourself
to analyze if it's me you want to love
sadly in us i still have faith
but away from me you quickly drove"i'm the person with depression
and once again someone let me down
i don't know if it's an obsession
or if without you i'm going to drownbecause a fear of abandonment i posses
my intensity problems brought
the story ends with me feeling like a mess
because once again someone left
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Why was I so hard to love?
PoetryA collection of poems through the thoughts of a mentally ill mind