I still love you

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I see that you have gone on with your life

But I can't seem to continue with mine

The memories of you and I are still there

The dreams I have feel so real

When I wake up, reality feels like a nightmare

The thought of not having you shatters my soul

What hurts me the most is that you moved on

While I still daydream about how I used to play with your hair

and still wonder how you're doing

I still think about how could've the years gone by

If you would've stayed by my side

Forever is a long time, but that is what I hoped for us

Sadly, I can't get you back

I will never forget those last words

The moment you gave up on me

The moment you gave up on us

The moment you gave up on our future

I remember saying that I hoped the thought of us kissing

Would never bring you sorrow

But only a few weeks went by

For you to proceed to say good bye

That is why you should never fall in love with a friend

Because loosing you romantically hurts

But the thought of loosing you as a friend

Makes the pain even worse

I wish it was all a lie

But it has already been a week since you called quits

and you never responded my text

You look so happy now

I thought my company was bringing you joy

But my intensity is scary

A friend once told me that as a girlfriend I give a lot

and maybe that's the problem

I don't only give a glimpse of my company

I give my whole heart

I give my whole soul

Just as if I was signing a deal with the devil

and just like that, I end up without nothing

Slowly I have to grow my heart back

And the memories of you and I

See them as what they are

Memories

and that thought destroys my chest because

I still love you.

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