Why was I so hard to love?

Hello

It all started with a hello
so subtle, yet so sudden
i thought i was your yellow
because of all the sunshine
you brought inside the rain

Just a simple hello
that turned into a significant connection
stumbled like a wind blow
causing a tornado with lost affection

hello switched quickly to farewell
with a sudden turbulence caused by impulse
of which i wasn't aware
and it ended in repulse

I stayed waiting for another hello
from a far to avoid being a pest
sadly you found who truly was your yellow
and i felt like i didn't do my best

what started with a simple hello
got stumbled by a wave of impulse
and now you watch another star glow
this makes my body convulse
i suddenly turn into dust
not a star filled with dust
just plain dust
heartbroken and replaced
sucked by a blackhole