barely able to breathe..now.. prolly my last rant here i can't even type much so I'll send some pics inztd
They never understand this...
My parents constntly doin shitz it's too much to take everyday.... Giving slangs, abusing me, cursing me, emo blkmail, hate, harassing, forcing what not... Just coz I'm not like someone else...
I was surviving dead within sincd yesrs.. I've lost everything long back, feelings, bonds, attachments, reasons to live, love, emotions, happiness, peace everything.. hardly anyone knows so manh things what everyone got i never got to see.. i always left oit.. since childhood... Treated like a monster they kill or rat they chased bullied and harassed when all i was but innocent.... It's too much to take every singke day, I've been dying every single day... Dying worse than death .. so pls don't stop me.. I've enough reasons to. Don't come harass me with more lectures or what i shud do or not.. it's my choice, when u couldn't be there don't act like you've a right to make me stay..
Bye..
But with so many unfulfilled dreams and wishes... And a broken heart full of agony, pain and wrath... I wanna be a monster everyone... Everyone who smiled after hurting someone shall fear one day... If no other wish, at least I hope ... I could be a ghost scaring off bad ppl haha... Anyways, I've almost completed my note and one of these days when i get a chance I'll take the knife and do the job once they're asleep.. thankfully i got some sleeping pills so I'll overdose muself befofeheand and hmm wish me goodluck i don't wanna be saved coz in that condition if i said I'd have no memories left, just pain and no way to escape agaim pls nevr wish of saving me.. immature peeps.. coz that pill overdose will destroy my brain a alrge extent so! Let me die peacefully.. while everyone's asleep in their happy livesm.. mmm just hope it doesn't pains too lomg I'm already very afraid and scared of sharp thimgss idk...
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