Wanderer Of The Moonlit Night

hiatus pt.2

(You can check prev part "Hiatus" and a related rant "random rantz", and "umm uwu i wanna leave TOT" after reading this)

// Avoid saying anything rude or judgemental pls //

I'm leaving wattpad finally whew! Will be on a full hiatus for sometime or maybe end up having a permanent leave from here, depends on fate coz I'm not guaranteeing either. Everything already being said in my rantbooks in past or recently, i don't wanna say anything about it neither do i want anyone to post big big thicc af lectures on irrelevant things. Like a diabetes patient asks for a medicine and u give him sweets instead thinking it's nice thing and he shud feel great when actually it worsens it, so pls try to refrain yourself from asking why am i leaving or lecturing motivs down here. As everything was said before, i don't like to repeat things than the fact I've lost all the reasons i was staying here in past. And i think it would be better for me to not keep myself in a place which doesn't feels like home but just another abandoned corner of a street. Welp sometimes i wanna speak it actually than write- coz vocally things look easily understandable and impactful with right expressions which lack here so nvm me. Hehe.

Sm ppl here already had my wsp so if u need me or something u can ask Navi / dark chocolate, to send me a msg, or we can talk outside wp if u "really" care so much i doubt anyone else does to "that extent" or else prolly i would have had an actual convo with someone since the last month here when i was in need. I won't feel guilty of leaving anymore, coz I've seen enough of ppl and toxicity here. Also posted many rants (like Poets Community leaving, Hiatus, Friendship?, etc in book ) if u want u can see em related to this thing. I'd expect ppl not to ask me Why are you leaving or "Why are u not replying me? Forgot me?" after seeing this post. If they didn't saw this for days, this explains who forgot whom. Lol. Dealt with such blamegame bitches a lot in past anyways xD avoid posting "why you left me away, come back pls" kinda msgs. I'm not that immature to not understand who cares "as a genuine friend" and who doesn't, who treats me like an option or whatveer so i don't wish to stay with neither into making friendships here. All i made in past was coz they asked, but they themselves couldn't handle it. Neither am i into writing anymore here now. So, Goodbye. If you ever feel like u care a lil bit, first try to check my poems or books and spread some awareness isntd of posting that u care. Coz if u really care u won't have. And I've already mentioned names of a few ppl who were kind and good to me. Very grateful to em, and i wish someday maybe we'll talk again if fate permits. Or maybe in the next life. Hehe. Check my part 'Message for some of my followings' for that.

And yeah

If i disappear don't be hurt for me not coming

When you didn't thought once before disappearing at my dark days.

I'm tired of coming back for ppl who are too busy to value it.

Like prev time i went on a hiatus, many ppl showed concern and shitz and posted like especially that sushi (i even wrote a msg for u in my book before idk if u ever saw it), vibeswithclaire, itzmehorny and others where were u all gone after i came back in just a few days? Like u mfs didn't even had time to check on me or text back within a few days lmao a few of em completely forgot and never texted me once since then even. And want me to be back just for u all ? Pls. That's so one sided shitz. I hate unfair treatments and lack of efforts. If someone doesn't values my effort, all i can say to em is fuck off.

Ppl can be busy when I'm in need, but i need to stay for em and not go away is such a cheap mindset.

I've no intention of wasting my time for  ppl who say more than they care. And like i said, if someone genuinely thinks they care they're free to contact me outside wp. Coz if someone cares, they'll eventually find the way. They won't just cuss on a person for leaving them. I still care for that bitch Ishu, that's why back in 2020 end i came out of my months old hiatus and started coming here again just for getting a chance to find her. Contacted hundreds of ppl asking trying to find if she made a new acc but she didn't anyways. Some misunderstanding as well left to solve :") and i do hope it can be done soon..

And Plss I'm not even ending contacts, I'm giving u a way to contact me try to not guilt trip me, if u couldnt take the opportunity -

I never wanna leave any caring ppl away like this, so i do give em a chance to be in contact only if they want, And I can't share my other ways of contact here but i can thru someone if u need. Text Dark_Chocolxte_ for that. If i want I'll tell her to tell u my other socials(except fb/insta/pin as i don't use it), And don't do it just coz of the sake of kindness, i know some strangers are very kind or so, but i don't want em to do if they don't really care me as a "person" in their life. I'm fine all alone pretty independent, so i don't want ppl to show care for me out of a rant rather than their own will or interests in me if they find me as a friend fr. If you want me rather than need. Especially ishu ;-; tho i doubt she'll ever come here again it's been 2 long years now. Rest in peace to her if she ded already XDD me will come for u someday babe wait for me to steal ur cuteness how long u gonna run someday gonna stop and I'll catch u there in ur hiding and bonk ur head hard and say F ur ass with a dildo and cum solve the misunderstanding and tell me the truth or else I'm sure no one can move on fr like this yk already (truss me ur bffs are all fake for what shitz they did with me or u and leading to this mess) imma haunt u cutely in ur dreams XDD <33 xoxo

Contact Navi if u need me or wanna say something. If she's not replying in a long time, u can contact Yashu07 or idiotbees_3000 instd ( if Navi didn't reply u in a week)

Anyways, make sure to see my articles and certain poems and share em for sure tho even if u don't care bout me, as just wanna spread some wisdom to more who may need it and keep spreading kindness and good vibez *hands u a lolipop* xD no sus pls uwu I'm a cute lil innocent boi TOT XDD

*Hands chocolates for kuffee and tri* uwu best ppl of wp will miss ya :"D

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Also, if any future waifu here - i mean - if my future waifu comes to see this as well if u sure about being so, lemme know I'll immediately login to wp for ya XDD UwU (not me simping for my future waifu again but yess you my queen whoever u ish so I'll listen to ya TOT )

// don't see below para plsss 18+ *smells cum in sweat* XD//

Cute thighs, sweet lips, juicy drools, dancing hips, my hands there making panties slip, choke me in ur thighs, I'll poke u in ur ass, ur hip rolls has its crisps, kisses with some spice, hold my dick gettin thicc, ur lil hole got wet with such seductive sexy drips ;D *almost got choked in my imagination* booba crush supremacy help meeee plsss- or imma cheat on my bae Mikasa for fucking Lumine in Mitsuha's honeymoon *I'M NOT AETHER SO I'M ALLOWED dw* TOT AHHH GANYU GIMME SOME HOLY BOOBA ADEPTAL SWEAT WATER XD or shud I ask snow mommy here for her pfp to gimme her bathwater XDD i recently had a crush on Lamia as well she looks so cute and innocent I'm confused whom to marry first TOT * anime simping obsessive disorder* XD i came last night like a hopeless romantic again TOT XDD

// Whew u can see below now//

Bye bye cuties
Miss u darlings TOT
Hope we see each other soon <333
*Not me drooling when saying bye idky* AHEM AHEM- No sus pls- *not again-*

Just like JustJiya said. I might return in a few days again XDDD depends on fate and how much toxicity is bearable at my home coz of fam tho uwu. I'll try to help myself TOT but my parents gonna kill me even worse :") rn they again taunting at me a lot- this is getting too much to bear- anyways

This part was written a week ago almost, but published on today 3 May.