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I post articles and messages i want to convey to the world around me in this book! Just a try to change the world, when most people were saying it's...
// as usual, don't judge pls. Very personal rants //
I've seen it too often that ppl betray their own intentions in their acts and behaviour. Like they don't even have a bit of time to see what they're doing, they want good of someone yet at the same time they keep doing things which only and only hurt those people.
Like there's someone ik who abandoned me when i was suicidal just coz of some fucking brainwashing. Claiming that this person cares for u but nah they don't even try to text u and completely ignores u for days while being busy with others!? Almost everyone's like this.
Then i realise we live in a world where ppl who are supposed to love u, they just make u feel unwanted, people who are getting paid to protect others are just nourishing a culture of corruption and hidden criminality, people who are supposed to help you are just trying to make sure they delay it as much as they can just to make more money. Seriously done with ppl here. Like someone having the job of psychologist or counselling and is paid for helping u with some huge problem you're facing after a failed suicide attempt, you thought the person wud help u but no no no, she doesn't wanna help, she just instead aggravates your condition making u feel more and more miserable and teaching u to keep staying in this bad condition instead of helping you or comforting u truly when she could try herself. She can say you to try to adjust to being treated bad, but herself has no guts to even try to help you in the right way or act against injustices happening on ur life. Seriously. I've lost enough of my faith in the ways of this world, at least the part of world I've seen since childhood till now there's nothing really good in it. Life is just a fucking scam. There's no holy moly god here who wud be there for u when you're alone. When you're alone you're just alone, ppl will come and speak a lot but not do so. And it's obvious that no one's trying to understand and see that a person is legit being suicidal due to pretty much reason since years when they can come and say at once "Believe that life is beautiful. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" i mean seriously, there's nothing like if someone raped or ragged u and then you'll find it beautiful?! There's a big difference between problem of perception and injustices. You can't just come and tell a person who's dead that everything is actually good and u only don't see it. When it's not. Ofc how will ppl even understand anything, I'm yet to find anyone who had a similar life as mine. All i come across are bunch of jerks who all share a happy life of bullying others for fun and not get treated bad yet for their sins. Is this how gods these days work? For ppl who believe excessively in god. Like if everything is bad with you they'll come and directly say "You don't believe in god that's why everything is bad"
If that's so true, then i must say ur god is a fucking tyrant. Coz a tyrant only wud want bad for those who don't worship him. Someone who's a "true god" won't want ur bad just coz u don't beg him with praises daily. I am not much of a religious person nvm me but yeah u can't just prove something at times when it's not true. Neither can i prove something to one who had not gone thru the same things. As "Understanding lies in the beholder of pain" others may just act huge geniuses with stuffed textbookish knowledge in their entire brains.
Ahh nvm me. Here's some statuses i previously had from ppl:
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