Y DA FUCK SO MUCH PAIN

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Just kill me now!! Idk what's problem of world wimme, life seriously wanna torture me always for being a good guy? How weird life is isn't it XD

First already couldn't walk much coz of the disease for years and now the surgery for it gave me much more pain in 20min than the pain without cure would in years - an entire chunk of flesh and nerve/root tissue were removed out of my feet by laser - The anesthesia injection he gave me inside the nerve endings or something- you already know how many nerve endings are in feet- and that fucking injection dug inside em multiple times - even after that it pained so badlyyy during the surgery- i screamed a few times unable to bear it- FUCK the bleeding *sorry but i SUS ON SURGEON SO MUCH*

What if that certain anesthesia injection was defect!? - *F moment* the trauma was enough to turn me mental- i tried not to cry -

*Eren beaten by levi moment*

I can't walk for 1-2 weeks i guess - *ate icecream to chill a bit TOT*
IT'S STILL PAINING SM coz of being emptied out there- even if the dressing is done- SOMEONE PLSS KILL ME I CAN'T BEAR IT FUCKINGGGG AAHHHHHHHHHGGSHSGSHSGHSHSHHSHSHS
*SHIVERING FR* just coz of a small part of feet, it was physical pain- but

Wonder what's the pain when a heart is emptied out of love and feelings (me, since years, thanks to those fake lovers i had ) TOT

TRUSS MEEE I'D BE BETTER IF I REALLY DIED A FEW YEARS AGO! IT'S FAR BETTER THAN A FUCKING LIFE OF PAIN PAIN PAIN-

(I HOPE NO ONE'S GOTTA LECTURE OR JUDGE ME HERE AT LEAST FOR A WEEK, BE A BIT HUMAN AND NOT NOSY JUDGY TO ME PLSSS OR JUST GO AWAY FROM HERE DON'T TORTURE ME MORE WITH LECTURES IN CASE THAT'S ON UR MIND, I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF EM AT HOME AND WP THIS WEEK NOT GONNA ALLOW ANYONE DO IT AGAIN, I'M TIRED OF BLOCKING NEW TOXIC PPL EVERY WEEK HOW MORE INHUMAN WILL PPL BE WIMME FR?? AND PLS KEEP UR UNSUPPORTIVE ASS ASIDE, TO THOSE WHO THINK I SHOULDN'T BE "AFFECTED" BY ANYONE COMING OVER SENDING ME HATE MSGS AND SHIT- PUSSYHEADS AREN'T IN MY PLACE SO EVERYTHING SEEMS EASY FOR EM, INHUMAN BRAINLESS HEARTLESS BITCHES)

This is basically me laughing screaming and crying for some reasons i can't say here 乁[ ◕ ᴥ ◕ ]ㄏ

This is basically me laughing screaming and crying for some reasons i can't say here 乁[ ◕ ᴥ ◕ ]ㄏ

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