A Love That Lasts (High School Series #1)

Epilogue

I was about to go on Savi's place and I saw her packing up her clothes, "Where are you going?" I asked.

"That's none of your business, Kyler" she replied, not facing me.

"Love bakit ang dali-dali naman sayo nito?"

"Don't you dare call me love again! We're fucking over! " She yanked my hands.

"It's just one mistake, Savi bakit naman napunta tayo sa ganito?" Sinusubukan ko siyang kontrahin.

"Kahit gaano ka-dami mo pa ako lokohin hihiwalayan kita kapag gusto ko!" She shouted at me and pushed me hard.

"Please don't leave me. Let's fix it and make it right at this time, Savi"

"No, I gave up nakakapagod kang mahalin, Kyler. Pinagkatiwalaan kita, 'e! Akala ko ba ako lang? Ha? Ano bang pagkukulang ko?"

"Wala kang pagkukulang Savi, you're perfect please here me out first-"

"Ayoko na marinig yang paliwanag mo! Napaka sinungaling mo! You're a fucking cheater! You're a liar!" She cut my words, she didn't even know what really happens, I'm avoiding Roxy, but she's always following me!

I hugged her so tightly why she was struggling to get out of my hug, "Please bitawan mo ako, Kyler!"

"No! I love you so damn much Savi! " I replied, my throat hurts so bad because I'm trying to control myself not to cry, it was the hardest thing that I did in my entire life.

Soon enough, I saw Savi's mom and Nyx, Nyx is trying to hold me para makawala si Savi saakin, "Don't touch me, Nyx" I said.

"I'm sorry but please? Bitawan mo na yung pinsan ko, she needs space" she replied, her face like she was about to cry.

"Nyx, mauna na kayo sa kotse." Savi's mom said.

I bursted into tears when she hugged me tight, "Mom I'm sorry, I didn't cheat on your daughter it was an accident" I said.

"I know, stop crying Kyler. Magpapahinga lang siya just wait, mahihimasmasan din siya very soon" she cupped my face and wiped my tears,

"Why aren't you mad at me po? You should be mad at me" I asked curiously.

She smiles, "I'm not mad, even her papa isn't mad at you, well he's lowkey mad but not to much kase mas lalaki pa yung gulo kapag nagalit kami sa'yo"

"She will stay in Australia for her own good for a while."

I nodded. I understand why she was hurt but she's not the only one, I'm just a man with feelings. I was hurt so much.

All I do is to stare at the sky, she's my moon, my sun and all of my stars. She was my everything. I'm so broken to the point that I'm planning to hang myself inside of my bathroom, but I refuse to do it kase I know one time I will see her again. I just pray every time I wake up, every time I go to sleep.

It's been a year since we didn't talk and see each other but I'm still not fully healed from the wound of the past, kase with her, we did our first times, first kiss, first dance and she was even my first love of my life.

Kahit anong gawin kong pagpapasaya sa sarili ko, I always felt na may kulang sa buhay ko and it's Savi. I'm craving for her hugs, kisses, and even her clingyness.

I don't want to be like this, I'm so lonely I think my life was not happy anymore. I'm worried about Savi, kung okay lang ba siya? Did she has a great life now? Did she have a new partner now? I want to chat her, call her but she's not picking up. I wanted to gave up.

Gustong gusto ko siyang makita, I want to see her so bad, I'm talking to Nyx dahil it's just the only thing para malaman ko kung how's her life now dahil it's been 3 years. Sobrang bilis ng panahon, I didn't realize na I'm celebrated 3 christmas and 3 new years without her.