𝐃𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬 ✦ 𝐏𝐚𝐯𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐯𝐬𝐤𝐲

32. 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘺

[ Boris ]

I sat on the side and watched Y/n skate. She used to be so strong and sure of herself when she was on the ice.

Now, she looks timid and second guesses herself.

I watched as her program started and the entire room went quiet. Everyone anticipating the outcome of each move.

Her first element was an easy jump.

She fell and I subconsciously stood a little. Mabel put a hand on my shoulder and I sat back down. Y/n got up and continued her program.

She fell on every jump and by the time she finished her bows she was crying.

She came off the ice and I stood up. She walked over and hugged me gently, crying into my shoulder.

I kissed her head and rubbed her back gently.

I am so sorry, Y/n.

She let go and went to go hear her scores.

I sat back down and winced a little. I went to her dressing room, I did not need to hear her scores. And I did not want to see her cry.

By the time I was inside Y/n was coming in as well. She took sat down and started aggressively untying her skates. She threw one past me and it broke the mirror behind me.

I covered my head and sat there. She cried into her hands and I sat up slowly. I looked over at her and she took her skate off.

"Boris." She cried.

How do I fix this?

I stood up and walked to sit down next to her. I wrapped my arm around her and she cried into my shoulder.

"I am so sorry, detka." I whispered.

She hugged me and cried into my shirt.

God I wish I could just take all this pain from her and make her happy again.

.  .  .

Y/n and I sat on the couch watching a movie together. We ordered pizza and both ate a lot of pieces.

The movie was so funny, Y/n was laughing too.

I looked over at her and she took another bite of her food.

Her smile makes me smile.

She has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. I only want to see her smile. She looked over at me and offered me some pizza.

I took a bite and looked back at the tv.

I am not nearly as cool as her, but I am just glad I get to be with her. Out of every guy on planet... She pick me.

Stupid Boris Pavlikovsky who had no future now has future with most beautiful girl on world.

I smiled widely and looked down at my hands.

She is my happiness and I will do everything to make sure she stays happy now.