chapter 102

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Derek's pov:
I get home from therapy. I see mer sat at the kitchen counter. "Hey" I walk over to her. "Hey" she takes a bite of her chocolate.

"Are you okay?" I furrow my brows. She nods. "You're stress eating" I state. "No, I'm using food as a distraction.. a replacement" she says.

"A replacement for what?" I ask. She looks at me. "You" she sighs. I grin. "I haven't had sex in.. God, 6 weeks" she says. "I'm sorry" I brush her hair out of her face.

"It's okay, food is my baby now" she takes another bite. I chuckle. "Your actual baby needs your attention" I pick mia up off of the floor. She giggles.

She picks up mia and puts her on her lap. "Hi sweetheart" she kisses her head. "You want chocolate?" She puts it to her lips. I chuckle, walking away.

I go back over to her. "You wanna have some fun tonight?" I put my hands on her waist from behind. "Really?" She asks shocked.

"No sex.. but yes" I say. She nods enthusiastically. I grin. "This is a one time thing though" I say. "I know" she giggles. I kiss the back of her shoulder before walking away.

I sit with lucas on the floor. He's playing with a truck. He looks at me. "Dada" he passes me the truck. I smile. "Thankyou monkey" I take it. He giggles as I pass it back.

He holds his arms out to me. I pick him up. "How was therapy today, der?" Meredith asks. I walk over to her with lucas. "It was good.. I talked about you" I grin, sitting down.

"Why?" She asks. "I think Dr wyatt thinks it was a mistake.. me and you breaking up" I say.

"She said that?" She chuckles. I shake my head. "No, just the way she looked when I told her" I chuckle. She giggles.

She moves her chocolate over to me. I smile, taking a piece. "Mamaaaaaaa!!" Mia says. "Whaaaatttttttt?" Meredith teases, looking at her. She giggles, bouncing up and down excitedly.

"Can I have a kiss?" She moves her face down to mia's. Mia kisses her top lip softly. She smiles.

We eventually put the babies to bed and go to our bedroom. She goes to put on her pyjamas. "Don't.. you.. dare" I grab the top. She smirks, looking at me.

"Are we really gonna do this?" She pulls off her shirt, tossing it aside. I nod. "Will you kiss me?" She asks. "Of course" I undo her trousers. She pulls them off.

"What are we doing?" She asks as I pick her up. "You'll see" I say, walking her to the bed. I'm in just my underwear too. I sit down with her on my lap.

I reach around her, pulling off her bra. I toss it aside. "I need to take these off" she goes to get up. "Dont you dare get off of me" I grab her hips, holding her down.

She looks Into my eyes. "Rip them" she says. I hook my thumbs in the sides of her panties, ripping both sides. I pull them off of her and throw them across the room.

I kiss her. "Oh god, I missed your stupid stupid lips" she puts her hands on my cheeks, deepening the kiss. I smile against her lips.

I put my hands on her hips, positioning her on my bare thigh. She moans quietly against my lips as I grind her against me gently.

She pulls away from my lips, looking down. She soon finds the right pace grinding herself against me.

"Can you?" She gently holds my hand. I smile, moving my hand down. I rub small circles on her clit. She grinds her hips back and forth against me, her moans getting louder as I keep rubbing her clit.

"Is that good?" I ask, wanting to pleasure her as much as I can. I feel bad.. she's been waiting for me for weeks now. "Y-yeah.. God, yes" she nods enthusiastically. I smile.

She grinds against me faster. She reaches back, her nails digging into my thigh behind her. She let's out a deep moan, falling forward into me, pushing her face into my shoulder.

She cries out into my skin. I rub her clit faster. Her body starts spasming. "U-uhh derekk!" she grabs onto my shoulders, her nails digging into me as she grinds faster against me.

She gasps, letting out a loud cry as she cums. She stops, collapsing next to me, panting out of breath. I grin, looking at her as she tries to catch her breath.

She looks at me, making eye contact with the huge bulge in my underpants. "Ah, I still got it" she grins. I chuckle.

She kisses the side of my thigh before rolling over so she's sat up. She grabs one of my shirts, putting it on. I grab something to wipe my thigh with.

We get under the covers. "Thankyou" she kisses my lips, looking into my eyes. I smile. "My pleasure" I grin.

"I'm sorry I can't give you more than that just yet" I whisper, putting my hand on her waist. "No, trust me.. that was perfect" she says. I let out a small breath. She smiles.

"Whenever you're ready der.. I'll wait for you as long as you need" she runs her fingers through my hair. I smile small.

"I'm just trying to sort myself out before we can-" I say. "I know" he whispers. I smile. "Meredith" I say. "Yeah?" She whispers.

"I love you" I say. She tears up slightly but a smile appears on her face. "I love you too" she whispers. I smile.

"I should buy more chocolate" she whispers. I smile, chuckling softly. "Mer" I say. "Mhm?" She asks. "I'm getting a job" I say. She furrows her brow. "Where?" She asks.

"I don't know yet.. but I'm getting one.. I think we rely too much on our parents money.. I want to be able to provide for my kids and my.. not fiance as of right now" I chuckle softly at the last part. She giggles.

"That's good.. but what about school?" She asks. "Its just for days I'm off of school" I say. "Oh" she nods.

"And I know what you're thinking.. but I'll have plenty of time for the babies.. I'll make sure of that" I say. She smiles. "I know you will" she says. I smile.

"Goodnight der" she says. "Night mer" I whisper. She turns around. I cuddle into my pillow. We both fall asleep.

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