chapter 147

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"Its okay" he strokes my cheeks gently with his thumbs. I sob, looking down. "Its okay" he kisses my nose.

"I'm sorry" I sniffle. "I'm not angry" he says. "Yeah you are" I say. "I'm not.. I promise I'm not" he pulls me onto his lap so I'm straddling him. He wraps his arms around my waist.

This morning I realised that I left my engagement ring in a bathroom in the mall yesterday after taking it off to wash my hands in the bathroom. I put my wedding ring back on but must've forgot my engagement ring.

I wrap my arms around his waist, crying into his neck. "Don't cry baby, I'll get you a new one" he strokes my back gently. "I don't want a new one.. I want the one you proposed to me with" my lip trembles.

"I'll get you the exact same one" he says. "Its not the same" I sob. I get up and go to the living room. I wipe my eyes and sit next to mia on the couch.

"Morning baby" I say. "Good morning mommy, you okay?" She asks. I tear up again. I nod. "What's wong?" She asks. "I lost my ring" I sob.

"Oh, it's okay mommy" she climbs onto my lap, standing on my thighs. She wraps her arms around my neck. I sniffle, wrapping my arms around her.

"You can have my wing" she pulls a small plastic princess ring off her finger and passes it to me. I sob harder, hugging her tighter.

"Meredith" Derek sighs, walking over. He sits next to me. I pull away from mia. "She gave me her ring" I sob. He chuckles softly.

"mommy's okay, she's just sad because she loved the ring" he picks her up, seeing she's worried about me. "I want her" I sob. He chuckles softly, kissing her cheek before putting her back on my lap.

I hug her tight. She cuddles Into my stomach, hugging me back. He kisses my cheek before getting up and walking away. "Don't leave!" I say. He walks back and sits next to me.

He wraps his arms loosely around me and mia and kisses my cheek. "I was going to get lucas for you" he says. "Yeah, I want lucas" I nod. He gets up and walks away.

He comes back into the room with lucas in his arms. He passes him to me, sitting him next to mia on my lap. He snuggles into me tiredly.

"You want me to get you a new ring or not?" Derek asks. I shake my head. "No, it's okay" i whisper tearfully.

"Meredith" he puts his hands on my cheeks. I look into his eyes tearfully. "You wanna go on a date tonight? .. just us? Maybe I can cheer you up" he suggest. I smile, nodding.

"Okay.. I'll call ellis and ask her if they can take the twins?" He asks. I nod. He grabs his phone and stands up, walking away.

"Do you mind going to grandmas?" I ask. "Yeah! I wanna go gwandma ellis' house" Mia says. "Okay good" I smile.

"Where do you and daddy go?" She asks. "Me and daddy are going on a date.. daddy will probably pick where" I say. "Yeah, she's picking them up in a couple of hours" he walks back into the room. "Okay" I say.

The twins decide to go to their room to get ready and he sits next to me on the couch. He plays with my hair. I smile, looking at him. "I'm sorry about the ring" I whisper. "Its okay" he kisses me softly.

"But it was expensive and it took you forever to find the perfect one" I tear up again. "Stop.. stop crying about it.. its okay" he puts his hands on my cheeks.

"You're gonna look ugly for our date later" he says. I gasp. He grins. I giggle, hitting him. "You're such an asshole" I say. "But I made you laugh" he smiles, pulling me onto his lap.

I smile, kissing him softly. I cuddle into him. "I love you" he puts his hand on my jaw, kissing my cheek a few times. I giggle as he keeps kissing me.

"Mommy do I look good?" Lucas walks over to us. I smile as I see him in his new shirt. "You look so so sooooooo handsome monkey" I say. He smiles.

"Can you do buttons?" He asks. "Yeah come here" I hold my arms out to him. He walks over to me. I pick him up. Derek holds him still so he won't fall off of my lap as I do up the buttons on his shirt.

"You wanna keep these jeans on?" I ask. He nods. "Mia, you ready!?" I ask. "Ow! Mommy.. my ears" he covers his ears with his hands. Me and derek laugh. "I'm sorry sweetheart" I kiss his nose.

"No mommy I need hewp!" Mia says. I put lucas on the couch and go into the twins room. I giggle as I see her with her head stuck in the sleeve of her dress. "Mommy hewp!" She panics.

I laugh, kneeling down to her. "Stop laughing!" She tries to pull the dress off. I try to stop but when derek walks in and starts laughing hysterically, I can't help but laugh too.

"Daddy hewp!" She says. He chuckles softly, kneeling down to her. He helps her pull her head out of the sleeve and put the dress on properly. I giggle, looking at her angry face.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry" I say as I see her pouting. "I want my wing back!" She holds out her hand. "No, you gave it to me" I pout. "I not your fwiend anymowe" she says.

"No, please.. I'm sorry" I put my hands on her tiny waist to stop her from walking away from me. "I'm sorry.. please be my friend again" I say. She shakes her head. "Pleeeaassseee" I say.

A smile appears on her face. I grin. "Please.. please.. please" I say. "Okay fine" she giggles, hugging me. I smile, wrapping my arms around her.

A little while later my mom comes and picks them up and me and derek get ready for out date.

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