Buried Feelings.

30. Alyssa

"So you going to tell me who the father is?" I whisper as we sit in the back of the library in college. We both had first period free, so I dragged Jessica along the halls and into the library so we could talk about this whole pregnancy situation she was in. Jessica just looked at me as fiddled with her fingers "Jessica seriously"

"Okay fine" Jessica finally says looking around to make sure no one was listening to our conversation "Just promise me that you won't get mad" I hesitated quickly before finally nodding scared of what she was about to say next.

"Scottie" She breaths out and my eyes widen in shock as I pull away from her and turn away. Wow... How did I not see this happening. How did I not see this coming?

"Alyssa..." I felt Jessica's hand on my shoulder and I shrugged it off.

Okay why am I feeling like this. Scottie and I aren't anything and we will never be anything. I turn back to Jessica and control my thoughts.

Breath Allie... Just take deep breaths and you'll be fine.

My inner self was right. I didn't need to freak out right now. I needed to be there for my bestfriend. Jessica needed me and I wasn't going to bail on her when something like this was happening. I just couldn't do it even if I wanted to.

"Does he know?" I question after a few minutes. My eyes locked onto hers and I saw tears prick her eyes once again. I guess her pregnancy hormones are running wild right now.

She nods and places a hand on her still flat stomach "He told me that he'll look after me and I believe that he will"

"Of course he will" I knew Scottie. He was one of the good guys and because of that I knew he would take responsibility for his baby and then it struck me. Were they actually together now "So are you and Scottie... You know... Together now?"

"He asked me a few days before I found out I was pregnant" Jessica states snaking her hand through her hair nervously "So yes Allie I am with Scottie now and I know you are going to hate me and I'm sorry for this happening, but you do have Jason so you shouldn't hate me too much and I love you I do and I really need you in my..."

"It's okay Jess" And it was. It was okay because she was right. I have Jason and now she has Scottie the guy she has been wanting for a while "I love you too Jess and I'm here for you. Always. I promise" Jessica smiled as I wrapped my arms around her pulling her into me. I had my bestfriend back for good now and I don't intend to lose her anytime soon.

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Jessica wasn't feeling too good after school so I walked her home and then took a long walk back to my place. I was going to text Jason and go over to his, but instead I decided to go home. I hadn't gone home yesterday, but My Mum and Arista were away for a few days. They went to some spa an hour away and since I didn't want to go they went without me and I was fine with it. I knew they were back early tomorrow morning so I have the house to myself tonight. Relaxation time I think.

I turned the corner and crossed the road onto my street. I walked a little further until I saw my house come into view. There was a car parked in the driveway behind mine. Jason must have dropped it home for me at some point. I did leave the keys at his place. I walk further up the street and see Scottie leaning against the hood of his car. His sunglasses shaded his eyes from me, but I could tell he had caught sight of me. I sighed to myself and walked right pass him and up the path to my car seeing a note on the wind shield from Jason telling me he had posted the keys through the letter box. How thoughtful of my boyfriend. He does think of me... That's good.

I then turn back to the blond guy I once called my bestfriend. He lifted his sunglasses above his head and I saw how relaxed he looked just leaning back on his hood. I crossed my arms "What you doing here Scottie?"