Everyday (on hold)

chapter 11

I wake up from what was to be the worst night of my life. Skylar is still asleep next to me so i let her sleep and i just lay back down. My head hurts so much and i feel really sick. I get up and run as fast as i can to the bathroom and just make it to the toilet before i vomit. I hate vomiting, it's disgusting. I get back up from my knees and wash out my mouth before going back to bed. What happened last night, how much did i drink? All i remember is everything that happened before being humiliated by Molly and them, so embarrassing i want to kill myself. i remember running out of the house and Skylar followed me but i dot remember anything after that. i wonder if i did anything bad, oh no, i wonder is my mum knows anything.

i curl in a ball and start to cry from a mix of not knowing what to do and a hangover, i am so disgusted at myself for letting this happen. as I'm almost drowning in my tears, Skylar wakes up and cuddles me as soon as she sees me.

"hey, its gonna be okay, we will get through this together", she always knows the right thing to say.

"thanks S" i say and wipe my tears. "but what's going to happen now?"

"i honestly  don't know"

"well does my mum know that we went out?"

"well her car was here when we got home so yeah I'm pretty sure she does"

"wait, did she see us come in the house?"

"no, i went through your veranda but you do know that i had to carry you all the way up since you were completely knocked out!"

"what! oh gosh what have i turned into, I'm starting to think we shouldn't mess around with that group, its too much trouble" i say

"are you kidding me! it was one night! they are harmless, and besides, isn't being a teenager all about rebelling against your parents? just give it another chance, i really want this, it's out last year! we need to be apart of this group for our last year of school, come on, please?"

"yeah, i guess your right" i roll my eyes and laugh

"that's what i thought" she says and smiles knowing that she is always right.

"so what do we do? should we go downstairs and face my mum?"

"yeah, i think so, but first i think you need to brush your hair and defiantly your teeth, did you vomit or something, your breath stinks!" she says and laughs

i roll my eyes and say "and get out of these clothes! we are still wearing them from last night"

we both laugh and get dressed into our pajamas so we look like we slept in them and not our party clothes!

we open the door and head downstairs to see my mum in the kitchen making breakfast with jade. She doesn't look mad or anything, i wonder if she knows? she has to know! It's so obvious that we went out!

"hello darling! did you sleep well?" my mum says and me and Skylar look at each other with confused faces gesturing that she doesn't know about last night so w both don't say anything.

"um yeah, we did, did you?" i say

"yes i did, so would you like some of this fruit salad i made?"

"yes please" we say in sync

"thank you for taking care of jade last night, i really appreciate it"

"that's okay"

"so i noticed that you girls weren't there when i got back? but jade filled me in"

i look at jade with a scared face not knowing what she said to my mother

"yeah, i told her that you went to get some more milo for me from the shop, did you end up finding any?" jade says

"um, no sorry there was none at the corner store so we had to come home" i say

"yeah, but the door was locked when we came in so we had to use the stairs on Macey's balcony but we didn't want to wake anyone up so we went straight to bed" Skylar says continuing this made up story

"well that was very responsible of you to call Dean, thank you girls"

"no problem" we say as she walks out to get dressed

we both walk to Jade who is sitting there smiling knowing that she covered us.

"you are amazing" Skylar says wrapping her arms around her

"why did you do that?" i say

"i figured i better help you out, otherwise you may have gotten in so much trouble" jade says

"THANKYOU SO MUCH! YOUR THE BEST LITTLE SISTER IN THE WHOLE WORLD!"

Skylar and i walk upstairs and talk about what just happened. once we get upstairs Skylar asks what we should so today

"are you up for seeing them again, we don't have to talk to them, we can just watch them and stuff, follow them around if you want?"

"yeah sure, whatever" i say

"so what should we wear?" she says back to me

"lets see what i have in the wardrobe" i say and smile