Everyday (on hold)

Chapter 33

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I walk into the school gates and PJ comes up to me almost straight away.

"Hey, how are you feeling, you were pretty messed up the other night," he says. I feel like i have had this conversation before, but with another guy, much older.

"Yeah, i think i have almost recovered, i was horrible yesterday, my head was pounding," i reply and laugh.

"Well i had a good time with you, even though you were pretty drunk hahaha, maybe we should do it again sometime, you know, when we're sober?" he asks but laughs nervously. Did he just ask me out? I feel like i have been waiting for this moment for basically my whole life, and its finally here and i have fallen for someone else, which I'm not even allowed to be with. As i am thinking this, i look to the side to see my forbidden love standing there staring at me, lost in his thoughts, i hope he doesn't think anything of this conversation. "Macey?" he repeats. i always get lost in my thoughts.

"Oh, sorry. Uhm yeah, i guess that sounds good," i reply, pushing my thoughts of Luke away. He is still staring at me.

"Really!" he says, he seems surprised in a way.

"Yeah, sounds good" i say and smile.

"Awesome, well ill text you?" He asks.

"Yeah sure," i say and we exchange numbers.

"Well, thanks, ill see you at lunch," he says and touches his hair as he turns around and walks away. I feel numb, like i cant tell if I'm excited or not. I turn around to see Liam still standing there, looking handsome as always, with his satchel hanging off his shoulder. He is wearing a shorter sleeved shirt today, he looks so good it makes me want to melt, and I'm sure this heat would help. He looks confused, or almost jealous. I decide to walk up to him.

"Hi, mr hemmingsworth, i have a question about the homework," i say as a group of girls walk past.

"Yes Macey," he says. His mood is down, as if he is sad.

"Are you okay?" i whisper

"Yes, I'm fine, i" he stops and looks to see if anyone is at a close enough distance to hear us."I just... i just cant help but feel like I'm holding you back, like as if you cant be a normal student because you have to commit to me, and i don't want that for you, i want you to be happy. Im just not sure if this will work." he says slowly and nervousley. Is he trying to say that we shouldn't see each other anymore?

"Wait, but yesterday you were willing to do this, and now your saying that you don't think it will work? I don't understand what your trying to say," i reply, unsure of what to say before he cuts me off.

"Of course you don't understand, because your just a kid, your still in high school!" he says.

"I cannot believe you just said that to me" i say.

"No, i didn't mean tha," he says before i cut him off this time.

"No, Just forget about it, i won't bother you anymore," i say and walk away, holding back my tears. I feel like my heart has broken. Why would he do this to me, he was so loving towards me yesterday, he told me he loved me and today he is telling me that we shouldn't do this anymore! I don't know what to think. The lump in my throat is growing and i cant hold it back anymore. I run to my car and cry until my eyes are dry and i am numb with heartbreak. i feel like he was the first real love i have had, and that has loved me back. By the time i check the time, i am late to my first class! I grab my bag back and rush to my first class. English. I so don't feel like learning english, i already know how to speak english, so i don't need to learn how to speak it better. I just want to going a whole and never come out. I feel so sad, i don't want to face him in class today, not after the conversation we just had. Why would he do this, it doesn't make any sense.