Again

Chapter 28

Theodore
I am so pissed at her. I know she didn't mean to. But still. She couldn't have kept quiet? I expected a little jealousy, but not for her to straight up tell Andrea about us. Honestly.
"Theo. Stop being mad. She didn't mean too and I'm glad I know now. I'm not jealous and I trust you." Andrea climbs onto my lap and clasps her hands behind my neck. I sigh.
"Do you wanna know what happened between us?" I ask quietly.
"Only if you want me to know."
"I want you to." I say a little too quickly. She smiles and rolls off to sit beside me. We get comfy and I dive in.
"We first met at the auditions. They had already given Shai her part and they had looked through hundreds of "Tobias's". But no one was masculine enough, and had a soft side. That's when I strutted in." She laughs at that.
"When I saw Shai, I obviously thought she was beautiful. And then we had the chemistry test. The butterfly's in my stomach were flapping around in my stomach so bad, I thought I would puke. But Shai and I instantly clicked. Filming was easy with her. I'd had so many co-actresses who were so mean and distant. Or some who wouldn't leave me alone. But with Shai, I always wanted to be around her. And I guess the same went with her because we spent so much time together. And then I realized, I had feelings for her." Andrea inhales sharply.
"Are you sure you want to hear this?" I ask. I feel her nod.
"Okay. Anyway, I told her by kissing her of course. She kissed me back and I thought we'd finally be together. But no. She said it wouldn't work with our great friendship and the movie. I was bummed. But I didn't take no for an answer. I tempted her and tempted her. She wouldn't budge. Until one day, we went on a date. I knew that it was just the first step. But the universe wouldn't have it. We got into an accident, and I lost my memory. I forgot who Shai was, my feelings for her. Everything. She was great, though. She kept me company. She didn't push me to remember anything. And I started to develop feelings for her...again. She had got a part for the movie The Fault in Our Stars. And Ansel. Well, I was so jealous of him. The morning I got my memory back, I rushed to Shai's house to tell her. Only to find her in bed with Ansel. I was so mad. So mad. We didn't speak for a long time. We had fight after fight. And finally...we just agreed we couldn't be friends. But that was after Ruth had Shai attacked. And that leads to today."
When I look down at Andrea, she has tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Aw damn. I knew I shouldn't have told you all that. I'm sorry." She sits up and wipes her eyes.
"No Theo. Its not that. I just..." She trails off.
"What is it, Andrea?" I rub her arm slightly.
"I just realized. We can't be together, Theo. You still love Shai. And I don't want to stand in the way of that." My stomach drops.
"No. No no no. Andrea, you got it all wrong." I say as she stands up.
"Do I? Theo, I know love when I see it. And that's all I see between you and Shai. Please. Don't make this harder then it already is." She grabs some of her things from around the house and starts to put on her shoes.
"Wait, Andrea." She looks at me as I stand up. I walk over to her and hug her. She sighs.
"Goodbye, Theo." And then she's gone.

(A/N) I actually liked Andrea. But I did this for you guys!! I wanted for them to have babies and get married. HA! SYCH! Byee.

Ps. In case you didn't catch it. When Theo says "I developed feelings for her...again." That's why my book is called Again. Because it happens again and again. K bye.